You have hurt me once before
But forgiveness is key
However
Others around me do not seem to agree
They do not like you
They do not like you for me
They do not understand
And they do not see
That I just had to forgive you
Because of how much you mean to me
You cause me to smile
Brighter than the sun
You cause me to laugh
Laugh louder than crashing waves
We like the same movies, style and bands
The best part about it
Is when I get to hold your hands
They make me feel safe
Secure and protected  
You make me feel alive
You make me feel free
Yet
They do not like you
They do not like you for me
They do not understand
And they do not see

I can’t help smiling when I think of you. Your adorable smile. Your incredible laugh. Your delicate touch.

My mind is filled with the thought of you and that makes me smile.

I think I've fallen inlove with you.
Your smile, your laugh, your touch.
I don't know how but I think you've stolen my heart.
You make me happier then I've ever been, smile brighter then ever before and laugh harder then I ever have.
It's not only that I love you,
It's that I'm inlove with you.

I've fallen deeply and uncontrollably inlove with you.

Was I wrong to think I meant something to you? Was I that blind? The secret stares. The subtle hand touches. Was it all in my mind? Were we really nothing but friends? Did I mean so little to you? You chose her and not me. Was it because she’s easy? Or was she prettier than me, smarter, funnier? You had nothing to say. No sorry. Nothing. I really did mean nothing to you. And that hurts. It hurts like no pain I have ever felt. Nothing I could have ever imagined. You made me feel small. Insignificant. You made me cry. You made my heart hurt. You made my whole body ache. Thank you for that.

A time long ago, I dreamt of a place. A simple place, with no judgment, no pain, no cruelty. A place of peace, love and laughter. A place where true love flourished and friendships arose. A place where people were free to be themselves. A place with no hiding, no running, no disgrace.

I once dreamt of this simple place…

"Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here."
-Jenny Curran