For those fortunate hearts
Who ignore the feeling
And for those unfortunate ones
Who impose the feeling
You'll know.

It is like forgetting the lyrics
Of your favourite song.
It is like having a cough
That just won't give up.
It is like every punch in the face
You've ever had and will ever have.
It is like forgetting midsentence
The last line of your essence.
It is like not being able to draw
What seemed perfect in your mind.
It is like the feeling you get
When you are strucked by the wind.
It is like spilling something
In your favourite shirt.
It is like a deep ache
You can't locate.
It is like loosing the last piece
Of a 1000 pieces puzzle.
It feels like falling
Without an end nor beginning

If you love someone who won't love you back.
You'll know.
It feels like everything you can think of.
Except for being loved back.

It's raining on my face
Humid roots
Growing through my cheekbones
Cyclones of joy and sorrow
Of desire and confusion
Streams of love
And puddles of defeat.

A tender clash
Reuninting sensations
That weren't supposed to meet
A crash for your decisions
And all my fears
But a strike like this
Has never feel better.

I swear my intention's not to deceive
Nor to turn your heart upside down.

A wreck of emotions
Surrounding me,
Surrounding us.

But your eyes are the sunshine
To this raging storm
That comes within me
And I can't help but strive
For the love I know gone
But hope for its return.

I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.

With your voice and touch
With your eyes and smile
In my mind
With everything I know
Will never have again.

With the feeling of your lips
Against mine
With the taste of them
With your laugh,
I felt happiness
Once again.

I had a dream
Where you were mine
And I was yours
All I wanted
I had.

I woke up
With last night's dream
Still in my head.

With a broken heart
Without you.

You ached me today
Like you haven't done before
It was a different aching
One that's almost unnoticed
The one that lingers in your mind
With all the things you want
And will never have.

A rare aching
Like a longing
For someone you miss

You ached me today
As if I needed what you always do
But haven't done in years
I missed your presence
Your voice.

Like you ache for something
That's back to your life
But not as you wanted.

I have to ask
How's he better than me?
Why did you chose him,
Instead of me?

I don't want to know,
Cause it'll break my heart,
You won't say it,
And I won't mention it,
But we both know
He's better than me.

He's got something
You won't let go,
Something brighter
Something better

I have to ask,
Will you be mine again?

You were mine, once,
A long time ago,
So long your taste has left me,
But not long enough,
For my love to leave me.

You were mine, once,
You held me so tight,
That my broken heart mended,
But not tight enough,
For my heart to stop needing you.

You were mine, once,
I loved you so much,
That my soul felt at home with yours,
But not much enough,
For your soul to stay.

You were mine, once,
A long time ago,
When you held me so tight,
That I couldn't help to love you.

But now,
You are somebody else's.

Raindrops wail
And thunders shutter,
As my heart fears to fail
And my mouth begins to stutter.

Lightnings flash
And static grows,
As my feelings slowly crash
And deception comes.

There is a storm in my heart
A hurricane at my soul
And your name on my lips.

It wakes me in the morning
The song you dedicated
Now some would say this is obsession
But I beg to disagree
My mind knows well that you are his
But my heart keeps you near
And I'm sorry for the inconvinience
I swear I've tried to unlove you
And I've tried to ignore you and forget you
But my heart keeps on betting on you
We both know you'll never read
All the poems I lay here,
So grant me this reception
It's all I got from your deception.