The easiest time to give up, the hardest time to let go.

It is bittersweet but worth the sacrifice.

Our love has always been venturing on edge of sadness and happiness; never yet reach its predestined.
Even so...

I want us.

Fear is real
Fear the fear to understand feelings
Feelings that happen when life happens
Life is not easy when it comes your way
It is filled with unplanned circumstances
Fear it to learn and understand
Look it in the eye and take it on
Take it on with that same fear...
Fear or not to fear
Is that the question?

Brian Hill - 2019 # 217

I never dreamed of
being here, now
nor what is to come
there, then

would just these lips,
out of the blue,
recite some cheap quotes
about my undying love for you?
but darling I know you prefer affection out of actions,
words might immortalise my attraction but she knows;

a caressed soul is a well-lived life.

I don’t know if being pregnant
Was on my mind
Or the fear of being left behind
Unable to rewind,
Back to the time
In which I was able to make good decisions
To think with great precision
To look beyond  a short sighted vision.

Taking a risk,
Over someone who doesn’t care for you
Lack of resolve to take care of you
A person who doesn’t care for Love
And I simply paying the price
For disobeying the king above
Because I did wrong instead of doing right

His final straw has been cut,
And unfortunately I am out of luck
****.
Yes I am what you call, f**ed