Who do you trust?
Just so you know —
yesterday was ******* all of us,
so don’t play hard to reach.

People come and go,
stepping into our lives
and then leaving
as if they’d never been there at all.

Are you real,
or did you wander in from Neverland?
Because I know there’s no one left to trust,
so don’t act like this life is a rehearsal —
this isn’t a fairy tale.

So where do we go now?
I don’t know.
But you go first,
and I’ll follow —
or maybe I won’t.

I am so patient and funny and kind
And that's what you like,
A pretty girl with silly rhymes.
I can be funny and laid-back and free-
You love it so much,
Because that's all you can see.

The moment I know your feelings are more,
I start closing up, exposed on the floor.
Really it's backwards, the way my mind acts-
The less that you know, the more we interact.

When you learn secrets and more of my lore,
I start getting nervous, I start locking doors.
What if you find something you’ll never like?
My heart starts racing, I’m braced for a fight.

I almost can't breathe at the thought of you leaving,
I did it again- and now I’m pre-grieving.
It seems fun to fall when I'm up at the peak,
But I’m close to the ground now,
With a crash on repeat.

I pull back the moment it starts feeling good,
Sabotage sweetness- now misunderstood.
I look for red flags in a forest with no debris,
Inventing ghosts no one’s ever even seen.

I scan for signs you’re starting to sway,
Even when your actions beg me to stay.
Afraid of love that might go right,
So I dim all sparks before they light.

But it's all my mind-
It's not even real.
I have to leave the thoughts behind,
Break the hypnotic seal.

You aren't my past-
We haven't even yet said hello.
You look at me with interest,
But you remind me of letting go.

Why did you ignore

My please to cease

I had no desire

To believe your fairytale



You always lead me back here

I’m so tired of your ****

So stay the hell away from me

I’m done playing your games




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You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You said I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there


We were walking

-Hand In Hand-

But Then You Left Me There To Die



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I’m not sorry

For the things I said

You can tell me what you want

But you know your own fault




Don’t ask me to apologize

For your mistakes

Never expect me to take your blame

Because I'll never feel your shame


___________

You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You said I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there


We were walking

-Hand In Hand-

But Then You Left Me There To Die

____________


Will you just shut the **** up

And get the hell out of my head

Not everything is about you

So get out of my life

I shouldn't have met you

And trusted that smiling face


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You gave me

-Trust Issues-

Why you lying all the time




You said I’d

-Burn In Hell-

So I guess I’ll see you there


We were walking

-Hand In Hand-

But Then You Left Me There To Die

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haha

you make me sick

I am tangled to you with the fragile strings of trust that have been ripped too many times,
and still,
you are slowly tearing them appart without knowing it.