How could you?! You said you loved me You said you were getting better You smiled, your real smile that last day..
How could you leave me with only the worn memories?! We planned our future together! We stayed sane together! We survived together! How can you leave me like this? Broken. Torn. You've killed a part of me that can never be replaced without even letting me say goodbye..
People take it for granted And just assume that everyone has it To feel themselves be captured By something they won't admit
To feel the pain That consuming torture To have that warm beat in your chest Spreading like wildfire
To feel what I want to feel
Not when the music starts Or when a novel ends I want that constant suffocating feeling That gives my life meaning I want to be whole and broken
I want what words can’t explain Or letters can't decode I want to be torn apart And sowed back together I want to feel my stomach drop when life nocks me down I want to feel my vocals rip When i cry
I want to feel Like something to someone I want the emotion of knowing I ment something I felt something
To feel the raw emotions Of being human Not this numbness
Not the dread of the sunrise knowing It will be gone
