when my hands turn to claws and my eyes burn red i sometimes cant hold back the things that i have said
the fear of unrequited love of losing someone so dear is always so present always so near
and im still learning to push these delusions aside to just breathe and be with you and let the seas have a calmer tide
its these past fer days i'v been under so much weight the bad thoughts cant hide from everything attacking me from the outside
so i attack myself and i didn't mean for you to feel the shrapnel for you to see the blood but i'm drawing a treaty of my sides the irrational and logical logic is in charge now irrationality has surrendered
now we can be happy again we can be like we were before you made me fight even harder fight this war for you
my anxiety makes things in my relationship really hard but im not going to let it ruin something that made me so happy. im not gonna let it push him away. so im letting go of my anxiety, so i can embrace his love. and im praying he'll embrace mine
They bruise their pupils with the sharp roses. They built an empire with fur and sequins. And lived with poise and jealousy. Burnt and alive, torn yet together. The prudent of all, dangerous of all minds.