What do you do when
youve always been lost
without a place?
A slave to the chains
and weight of fate,
strayed from plans best laid
as the whole basement's razed?
And since you can't brace
for the blows
that bend and bow
your body til it breaks,
pavement leaving
naked skin scraped–
like blades, it scathes,
until I'm
in this vacant state,
the same
as the ache that I hate.
How do you stay chaste
and have faith
when you are your only savior
but everything is left disgraced?
And the only times you taste
why it was worth the wait
you wake to find reflection's
face erased,
leaving no station or trace.
A wraith,
racing with haste
just to end the pain at
an accelerating rate,
I decay and waste
as yesterdays
fade away.
And you mean to tell me that
no matter how dire the straits
or how great the stakes
we can evade or escape?
But how will we
if nowhere has ever been safe?
This is a super rough draft, just kinda spilled outta me a bit more stream of consciousness (which is unusual for me lol) aside from a lil rearranging... been a bit worn down to frustration and depression lately though, guess it was just me venting as much as anything tho lol
