That's the thing with life,
No one makes it out alive.

My parents made me
Wear a skirt, and a short sleeved t-shirt.
The only reason they didn't see
The scars that covered my arm
Is because they bought make up for me 2 days ago, in which I hid the scars.
"Because you're a girl."
Right now, I ******* feel like
'Micheal in the bathroom'
Anyway, I'm gonna continue crying in closeted trans now, bye.

I can't believe it's actually happening,
It's all I wanted for so long.
And fantasy becomes reality,
But it all feels so wrong?

I know you looked at me,
But I don't think you saw me.

My scars are finally starting to heal a little,
But my veins are itching for more.

Hug me, hold me tight.
With you, I will say goodbye

I don't understand what's going on in my own mind anymore