I finally returned home
After a lingering day
I looked into the mirror
my steaming tears snake down my face but I push down my sorrows long enough to forget
The smell of warm sheets right out of the dryer cuddled my body like a tight expecting hug
As I placed my hand upon my heated cheek
I could feel the dampness of my warm skin
I shouldn't worry about a thing right now but I do
Ready to sleep under the glow in the dark stars where my life centered beneath at this time of sorrow
I drift off
--- 6am ---
My eyes abruptly explode open
It's so dark
I can't make out anything
Trying to drift back asleep but my eyes won't close
I try to get up but a force stops me
Moving a muscle is impossible at this point
I opened my mouth to scream in terror but It takes my breath away
I can faintly make out its face
It's me
A perfect copy of my every feature
She doesnt think the same ways as me nevertheless
Taunting me
All my fears spit out her teeth
Just like that she's gone
Now It takes the shape of my loved ones
Surrounding me
They hold me down while I am sleeping and brag how they are perfect

𝒮𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓀𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈.
𝐸𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃,
𝒰𝓃𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔.

𝒮𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓀𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒.
𝑀𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂,
𝒰𝓃𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒹.

𝒮𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹.
𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓂𝒷𝓈,
𝐹𝒶𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

𝐹𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝒶𝓇,
𝒟𝓇𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝑒𝒶𝓇.