We went out that Friday night and that surly man, we got into a fight,
Over our life and our beliefs…
When we got home you were so upset, the things he had said they made you fret, and you weren’t sure, maybe he was right, maybe there’s no god, no heavenly life,
And so I held you, as you cried…
Do you remember what I said to you? That I would prove him wrong, prove that our faith is true,
One day af-ter I’d died?
Here we are on my last day and everyone is sad but they shouldn’t be, and after the rights and eulogy,
Just remember what we had…
For I am with him here right now, and he is standing next to me, and this holy place you would not believe,
But if you saw it you’d be glad…
It is not the end for you and me, or my sweet children and extended family, one day in light you’ll be coming back to me,
And I’ll remember what we had…
There’s a father here, there’s a trinity, a heavenly place, that you will see, so you can dry your tears my baby, in light you shall come back to me,
And everything in that book you knew, you will find out that it was true, and I’ll be waiting like the open arms of the band of stars with a Milky heart, and everything we ever knew, baby, I am still in love with you.
And that flock of blackbirds that flew right past, turned around and landed, ate-up the seed for the grass, right after you had lain that drove you mad, made you insane,
And that owl last night that hooted loud, he wouldn’t let you sleep but you did somehow, and how our favorite song was on the radio with the lyrics reinforcing everything we know, the butterfly landing on your arm, the bounty that year on your daddy’s farm, and those rumbling clouds, that coming storm, the hawk at the window standing in the rain who shocked you so that you forgot the pain,
And that windy caress that woke you up, that photo album that had just showed up, and that wedding picture upside down, and your favorite coffee cup turned around?
Baby I will show you he exists, that there’s a life beyond all of this, and no one else will break your heart can you hear the singing cardinal in our yard? And the power outage that made no sense when you asked Jesus for recompense, the neighbor’s who we never knew who gave you their condolences,
And all those quirky things that made no sense, you don’t need to ask him for his recompense, ‘cause Jesus he’s in love you, like I am, I know it’s true.
Because when you die you’re going home, to that place of God’s majestic throne, and no, you’re never truly alone as I am watching over you, our boys and our home,
Now I gave you all a life you see, a way out of the mystery, now don’t you understand?
And I gave you all the best of me, the things that make life great you see, because I had a plan.
For I loved you more than life itself and gave up my own and my health, but our god would sure agree,
That I did what’s right by my family, my wife and kids, like Noah’s three, though Jesus had a hand.
And when I died you had all there could be, and my lovely wife you cried so happily, and he was waiting there for me, no gates, no questions; just a man.
Down there you call him the glorious Christ, yet up here they feel that name ain’t very nice,
And he will bring you part of the way but you must believe I’m with you every day,
And you can feel him deep within your heart, I hear his thoughts and there’s an apple cart, you can pick any fruit you need to know anything there is in this great grand show, and there’s a garden here and a sweet fountain and I have seen all of my kin, and I am still in love with you, watching over everything you do,
Stop crying now, I’ll sit on the bed and stroke your hair and calm your head, and I’ll stick around as long as he’ll allow just feel my presence as I whisper now,
Now I gave you all the life of me, a way out of the mystery, and I’m not giving up this soon ‘cause baby you still make me swoon,
And here I am, up above, with our father and his love, and I am waiting here for you and watching over all you do,
For I loved you more than life itself, gave you my own and risked my health, and I’m up here and I’m happy and baby so should you be,
For Jesus he is here with me, my God, this place, you would not believe, in death here baby life begins, and it’s more that you could ever imagine,
Now I gave you all a life you see, a way out of the mystery, now won’t you understand?
And I gave you all the best of me, the things that make life great you see, because I had a plan.
For I loved you more than life itself and gave up my own and my health, but our god would sure agree,
That I did what’s right by my family, my wife and kids, like Noah’s three, though Jesus had a hand.
And when I died you had all there could be, and my lovely wife you cried so happily, and he was waiting there for me, no gates, no questions; just a man.
Now I’ve shown you all in life you need, a way through all its mysteries,
I did for you what I could do and baby I’m still in love with you,
And here I am, up above, with our father and his love and I am waiting here for you and watching over all you do,
Now he gave you all a life you see, a way out of the mystery, now don’t you understand?
And he gave you all the best of me, the things that make life great you see, because he has a plan.
For he loved you more than life itself and gave up his own on that Roman hill, but our god would sure agree,
That I did what’s right by my family, my wife and kids, like Noah’s three, though Jesus had a hand.
And when I died you had all there could be, and my lovely wife you cried so happily,
And he was waiting there for me, no gates, no questions; just a **man.
I woke up to this out of a dream as an acoustic song and had to write it all down because there was just so much of it.
