i had dream last night
or a few nights ago
(i can't remember
i work remotely
and all the days blur together)

that someone said the ramones were the worst band
that ever was
and everyone believed them

i can't remember if it was last night
or another night

but i can remember falling asleep
listening to mike bickle talk about the rapture
i kept on waking up as he kept on saying
that it would take the whole body of Christ
to finally understand  the Book of Revelations

the generation that would live through the tribulation
would finally understand what the Book really meant

it's a pretty good interpretation, the ***** of babylon
is a false religion of tolerance that celebrates the troons

but then the anti-christ destroys the ***** of babylon,
the tolerant, the troons, the maps, and the tolerant of the troons and maps.
only God can grant this power to the anti-christ.

during this time, the Saints will be instructed to stop praying for your salvation, they will be instructed to pray for your judgement.
Their prayers will be answered.
Nothing you can ever do will ever change that.

Nothing.

during this time, there will be people who do not believe in God
but who refuse to go along with the anti-christ, they will refuse to take the mark, they will stand with the righteous, though they aren't believers themselves.
God will look out for them until the very end. He will offer them a new beginning.

all in all, a pretty good ending, because neither God nor satan wants anything to do with trudeau/biden/troon/map supporters.

who knew that julee lorton
would turn out to be a good person

hope she didn't end up with markus warren powell
who lied about his name, lived with his mom in his thirties,
and was married to another woman while lying to other woman
on aol

julee lorton turned out to be too good for a man like that.

markus was poorly endowed,
sadly, i know as i did not know very young and then
maybe julee is a better person than i am
if she still does not know

i want julee to know
that one of my greatest regrets in life
was not calling my grandma oma after she asked

my grandma was a good woman
she looked beautiful in her casket at 86
my grandfather married her because she was dark
unlike all the other the other Dutch women

my grandma heard ****** speak in person
she knew he was evil when she heard him talk

she hid people while the ****'s searched her home
she was pregnant and sewing at her sewing machine while they searched

"livit, i was so afraid to do that
but i did it anyway
and when your day comes
you better do that too".
she would tell me

her favorite story to tell
was the day the Americans dropped candy bars from the planes
"we all stood outside and waved at them", she would tell me


when my grandmother came to this country
after world war 2, her own, much older, mail order bride sister
would walk on a different side of the street as her
she didn't want to be seen with my immigrant grandma
back in the day before immigrants were lecherous, useless pieces of **** who do nothing but take, take, take, take and take some more while demanding that everyone acquiesce to their  sub-iq third world standards that destroy everything they touch while they raise human garbage children who will do nothing but destroy our GDP
along side the native ******* ****** enabling, trudeau , zelinksy, and biden supporters

alstublieft was her other favorite thing to say, quite sarcastically.

my grandma knitted baby booties for ***** mothers
and loved her gay nephew like nobody else's business.

rip aaltje schutt,
the germans were truly pieces of ****
regardless of how half swedish they claimed to be.

auntie j was cancelled
and replaced with a white man
named dylan mulvaney.

the arsonist who cancelled auntie j
fractured the skull of his infant son
whose baby brain bled to death

the arsonist who killed his infant son
had and still has the full backing of the portland, oregon courts, large corporations,the biden adminstration, and all women who fight for the right
to terminate pregnancies resulting from consensual acts
that they willfully chose to engage in

jeffrey marsh is  now a demon and you can be one too,
jim marcus is a little toy for the demon

your only bill of rights that matters is free will
your free will is granted by your Creator
who gives you the freedom to destroy yourself
as your heart desires

your free will is the only thing that can destroy you for all time:
zipper **** on fire, chained on all fours, crawling like a dog for all eternity,
jazz jenning's mother, dilating her son's open, unhealable wound at 3 am in the morning,
demons like jeffrey marsh who have forfeited their right to humanity,
and canadian trudeau supporters everywhere, still masking up like losers thinking they are anything but completely powerless.

your free will is the only thing that can save you,
but don't expect that to happen anytime soon.

the three dead mice lay stuck in their sticky trap
at the end of the kitchen island
where food was being prepared

"this will never do",  she said out-loud to herself
confused for some moments,
she moved the trap near the toaster on the counter
where the utensils sat, unput-away in their drawer

she continued to chop the food before cooking it;
it was thrown out weeks later, uneaten.

Woman, thy nastiness to me
Is like old Nikes on the floor
Where sweat and mildew disagree
And force me to the nearest door
A stench I can't ignore.

Your heart weighs less than styrofoam,
Thy stinking feet, thy scowling face,
Belong in some state nursing home . . .
Free me up some breathing space,
You mean-hair clipped-face gnome.

Lo, in yon dark recliner-chair
How meatloaf-like I see thee slump,
Upon your wide immobile ****,
Ah! Harpie of the greasy hair
Unholy Frump!

wasted words
wasted lives
stuck in time
never moving on
as it moves on

the same soundtrack
plays and replays
decades haven't changed that

alone for so many reasons
and wasted, completely wasted

if it were up to nathan wade jackson
of toronto, ontario canada,
trudeau would be god
and everyone would wear masks forever