You came like a car crash
I didn't see you coming
My mind couldn't believe this was happening
I was flying for a second
Then I was wallowing in pain on the ground
And the car which hit me was already gone

And as you sat there, crying about how no one has ever loved you
I wondered if you will ever know the devastation you have caused
When I passed you my heart
And you thought it was a joke.

I hate the ex hes such a *****......
I try and try to please him but cant understand what makes him tick..

hes mad *** I didn't turn on the light for the lizards...
if that's all he can find to be mad at me ******* bring on the blizzard...

I know hes not the one I want nor who I want to love again...
I know I need to find a new man one whos not such a ***** and gonna be so petty that they start a fight the minute they walk in...

im glad he showed me that I really don't like his personality....
I want someone who loves me for me!!!

Maybe dad is right
Toxicity
It seems to be my enemy
And on a scale of healthy
I am not sure
Where this would be

You hurt me
But its okay
You're my best friend
The person I care about
More than anyone
That matters right?

I just want
For you
To be happy
And not hateful
Yet you insist
On being a ****

He watched as the tears flowed down my face
But I turned away to hide his disgrace
I took my heart and held it tight
held in the pain with all of my might
I took a breath
Sharp in
Cut out

As a felt his hand on my shoulder
But I was already filled with doubt
when I turned around to meet his gaze
Mine was hard, and soon his was hazed
I yanked away from his desperate grasp
But I think I already knew we were done and past

I heard his voice crack with sadness
"Please stay, I love you, I'll miss you, I need you"
Choking on sadness, but holding the rest down
I whispered back, with an emotionless sound
**"You may have forgotten what love meant, But my love is something where rules cannot be bent"

i liked to consider my self smart.
maybe even strong.
but how can i be smart
or even strong
when i never realized
that you never loved me
and that you never will
until now --
how foolish of me to think
that your words held meaning
for me
when really,
they were for her.

(a.d)

"Don't mention him to me;
He's such a joke,"
She laughed hysterically,
As tears rolled down her face.

But deep down,
I knew she meant to say
"He's such a ****",
And those tears of hers
Weren't of laughter.

He got expelled this time.

He wasn't sent to
In-school suspension
Or lunch detention
Or the counselor's office.

He was expelled from
Fairfax County Public Schools.

And his friends all freaked.

They sat outside the school
Every morning
And wouldn't go in
To protest.

They signed a petition
That called him a
"Well rounded student"
And
"Well loved by the student body."

I didn't love Brian.
I hated Brian.

Brian was the kid
Who always
Made the class
Stay late.

He was the kid who
Went through the halls
Grabbing peoples butts.

He was the kid that
All the guys wanted to be
And all the girls wanted to have.

And instead of sending him off
To West Point
Where he would have to
Shave his Bieber hair and
Follow the rules for once,
The county revoked the expulsion.

And to me
It seems like
A celebrity murdered someone
And because a thousand fan letters were sent in
They got to go free.