a feeling of numbness
suffering from a disease
too invisible for the eyes to see
a parasitic disease
in which its host
is unable to escape
the confines of this mind
no matter how hard they try
a precious body with a functioning heart and brain
but unable to use them to your gain
a body that never experiences happiness
an abnormal brain given by a God
who apparently conducts experiments on his children
a lingering heaviness in my mind
impossible to be removed
urges that I don't want
every day, hour, minute, second
always in a battle with your own mind
nobody there for you to confide
in
for i just want to be normal.
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