17th: Poems

used to

17th Jun 2014

used to

it's just one bite
like I used to
it's just one cigarette
like I used to
it's just one cut
like I used to
it's just one jump
like I used to

it's just one cup of coffee
like you used to
it's just one lie
like you used to
it's just one blood drop
like you used to

it's just a conversation
like we used to
it's just a kiss
like we used to
it's just a song
like we used to
it's just a night
*like we used to

#love #ex #past #night #you #me #to #us #we #used

valentine (v. 52)

17th May 2015

valentine (v. 52)

I can barely sleep
I can barely eat
I can barely stand
in front of you
I can barely say or express
my feelings about this mess
I can barely tell
how much I will be dead
I don't feel it
I don't need it
I don't want go easy on it
I can barely see
how much would you mind
to be my valentine

#love #heartbreak #sleep #rhyme #her #him #me #personal #eat #love-break

what in the world

17th Aug 2014

what in the world

I hate this
I hate you for this

what in the world gave you the right
to violate my privacy
my own space
and do it like is yours

what in the world gave you the right
to take away from me what's mine
and do it like is yours

what in the world gave you the right
to love me like this and leave
and do it like is yours

#poem #hate #world #in #the #what #you #me #personal #repetition

wonder

17th Jun 2014

wonder

I wish I could feel tired of being alone
But it's addictive
I wish I could give up being by my own
But it's wasting me
I don't care if you're leaving
I don't care if you're dreaming
I won't stop believing
That the only great escape
It's not to play

#love #feelings #lonely #pain #alone #lover #dreaming #loneliness #leaving

You

17th Jun 2014

You

I don't like change
I don't want to realize you're leaving
I don't like being without you
I don't like the emotional dependence

I want you to stay
Even if you may
Or may not
Want to be the one

I find the comfort of depression
The sweetest kind of aggression

See?
That's how it feels
Being dumped
Being dumb
Being saved
And then
Just to know all that happens after you leave

#love #poem #sad #depression #lonely #you #me #loneliness #emotional #aggression

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