I'm so different then i was back then,
  I know you changed so much too.

But while you seem scared of me,
  I long to learn more about you.

I wish there was no you and me,
I wish it was us, to put it simply.

It was my fault without a doubt,
Even while you were quiet, I would scream and shout.

While we are quiet different you and I,
I never wanted to make you cry.

I feel so small for the things I said,
  These things are constantly running through my head.

While you were strong, I was weak,
  I moved on, loved another, and you couldn't sleep.

You have every reason to still be mad,
  There is nothing, that makes me more sad.

For I love you, and you did love me,
  For reasons I could never see.

Our lives have changed so much,
  I really tried to keep it touch.

The one I loved, and trusted so,
Couldn't ever let it go.

While it's my fault ultimately,
  Blinded, I couldn't see the forest through the trees.

Now I can see, and you don't care,
I will not quit trying to repair.

A friendship a love so important to me,
Your face, i still see in my dreams.

God must be a lonely man,
Sitting high up above in his chariot,
God must be the only man,
Who knows why there's no love when you reach the top,
It must be so lonely,
When only, you are all that holy;
So lonely,
When slowly,
You can see that,
God must be a lonely man.

One by one,
The petals fall,
Softly to the ground.

One by one,
My tears fall,
Rolling down my cheeks.

We are just the same, you and I
We are both longing to survive,
But as every petal falls and every tear rolls,
The beauty inside us slowly dies.

little girl
your young
your skinny
you could have the world

little me
your shy
your sad
you don't know what you could be

dear myself
you were happy
you were beautifull
you should've never put that smile on the shelf