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377 · Jul 2016
Beautiful
Dr Strange Jul 2016
Pass me a beer
Maybe the whole case while you're at it
Now leave me be
Allow me to soak in my own ***
As I drink my sorrows away
How did things come to be like this
Too weak too tired to even take my next breathe
I just want to disappear into the mist
Say goodbye brushing it all away
Never has the sunset seemed so dull
So full of tears that resembled broken souls
It's actually kind of beautiful
Sad but still
Beautiful
375 · Sep 2014
Challenge of the Mute
Dr Strange Sep 2014
My biggest challenge in life is talking
I can never really say what is on my mind
No matter how hard I try it just never comes out
And believe me I've tried and failed on a numerous of occasions
And from those failures I've learned so much but I can never speak on them
I don't understand why but I have been humiliated so many times
It's funny how I write so well but when it comes down to actual human beings,
My words become mute silent scattered to the winds
I become so terrified it just seem like god himself laughs at me
But why, why was I given this curse
Why was I given this voice, this mind
I see and understand so much but when the time comes,
exploiting the gift I was given could never exit my mouth
I'm horrible at that but I don't want to be
I want to be free from this curse
I want to walk high and proud with the knowledge I know
But no matter how hard I try I can't
Yeah I know it seems like I'm doubting myself
And really I am.
I'm strong, I'm talented, but yet so weak
I guess I'll just learn how to speak one of these days
And I really hope it is soon
Because I'm tired of making a fool of myself because people think I'm dumb
Please someone just help me
Stop laughing at me and just help me
375 · Oct 2014
What If...?
Dr Strange Oct 2014
We all make sacrifices to survive in this world
Many in which we regret to the very end,
But we lie to ourselves saying it's for the greater good
Even when we know there is no greater good in what we're doing
For there will never be a greater good when making costly sacrifices,
But I guess that's where the philosophy "you win some, you lose some", comes from
If that's the case why are we fighting
No matter what do so many people will get hurt
Does it make it any better since we're trying to survive
In this chaos is there really a good guy,
Or are we all just the villain in disguise
Which begs one to wonder what if everything we believed in was a lie
And we're all just part of some elaborate scheme to eliminate ourselves
What if our true purpose was to die
Would you take a life to save your own,
Only postpone your own demise
So the only real question left to ask is
What if...?
375 · Jul 2016
Depression Wins
Dr Strange Jul 2016
There are some wounds that can't go untreated
But even when they are treated it doesn't make a difference
Because the pain has already embroiled its mark upon the host's soul
Feeding upon its strength until there is nothing left
Causing the sorrow to spread like spores as it claims its next victim
They're all dead now
Nothing more than a pile of empty husks clinging upon the dust
Slowly fading away into the wind
Until even the empty husk no longer remain
372 · May 2015
I believe
Dr Strange May 2015
I believe I can fly
I got shot by the FBI
All I wanted was some chicken wings
And maybe collard greens

I believe I can sore
I got robbed by the F-ing *****
She took everything I ever had
After making me beg for more

I believe I can crawl
Because I can't walk anymore
The pain was too much to bear
Too much for my little self

I believe I can die
Lay six feet underground
Just rotting away
Waiting for the day

I believe in my future
The future that won't change
I believe I can fly
Then I believe I'll crash
371 · Sep 2015
The Angel of my Life
Dr Strange Sep 2015
You may find pondering in the rain,
Walking along the shores of the beach
Staring at where the skies and seas meet
As I cry wondering what can I possibly say
Never once in my life have I felt this pathetic
Tripping on thin air as my feet are suffocated by the muddy sand
I never thought i'd know the sweet sensation of freedom ever again
Then suddenly I felt your warmth thawing out my frozen heart
Your skin glowed radiating a beauty that can not be measured
Your teeth shined so bright they blinded the stars in midnight skies
Your eyes were like precious rare jewels that hypnotized any who came near
You made me wonder was I dead
I have been saved by an angel
And angel was you
370 · Dec 2014
Foolish dream
Dr Strange Dec 2014
Am I a fool
Believing the world could change
That it could be one day find its lost light
And finally shine by its own power

Am I fool
Believing life was over for me
That no understood me
Leaving me alone to contemplate my own existence

Am I fool
Believing lies I told  myself thinking I could be someone
That I could someday be the untitled king of the new world
Ruling my people with a smile upon my face

Am I fool
Believing that I am something other than darkness
That my life isn't for nothing
Or is that nothing more than false hope as well

Am I fool
Believing the could be something different
That what we see today is a lie
Then I gladly call myself a fool

A fool who will bring his foolish dream to reality
370 · Jul 2017
Promise
Dr Strange Jul 2017
Momma, I’m scared
I know you told me that I had to be strong,
But right now, my mind is weak,
As I imagine the world, you no longer exist in

Last night, I had a dream
At first, it was beautiful
You were smiling and laughing as you held my future child
Then, there was nothing, and that beauty became a dark abyss

The skies became as black as night
Birds began to drop like flies
A single wolf howled as it gazed upon its mother’s remains
And there you were

Screaming in pain and agony
Crying these tears that flowed like a calm river
Your eyes widened as you attempted to grasp my arm
Then without so much of a whisper the storm vanished, you vanished

The skies began to cry soaking my empty husk
The Earth crumbled beneath my feet, but I could not move
At that moment, I opened my eyes only to realize it wasn’t a dream
Rest in peace mother, I will never forget the promise we made
Just for the record, this poem isn't a completely true story. My mother just had surgery, but it was a success and she is fine. Thank you for reading
370 · Jan 2017
Lost History
Dr Strange Jan 2017
Is it wrong to feel afraid,
To feel as if your whole world just got turned upside down

Is it wrong to feel as if you fell from heaven
Just to burn alive in the vast pits of hell's fire

Is it wrong to cry blood tears
After you watched everyone you cared about perish

Is it wrong to feel as if you failed them
Because they are no longer here to cherish this victory

Is it wrong to call this a victory
When you lost it all to history
368 · Jun 2016
Inside the mind
Dr Strange Jun 2016
Let us paint a beautiful picture
Using bones as paint brushes
And blood as paint
Let the scream be our muse
And the world our canvas
Let them see my majestic mind
As I haunt down my supplies
Yes, let us paint the most magnificent piece of all time
Let the world know that I've that I have not lost mind
That I'm just committing this mass suicide
That they are the ones who have gone insane
And I am realist who is making the world beautiful again
Oh yes, let us paint this beautiful picture!
Maybe I'll even sign my name with the bodies that remain
Just so the world acknowledge my greatness
As I smile and **** this dead girl's corpse
So sweet, so sound asleep as stroke her hair
I could could just lay here and marvel at the beauty
This truly is a beautiful picture
Let it be known that I meant inside the mind of a crazy person not my own
366 · Feb 2015
please I need feedback
Dr Strange Feb 2015
The other day someone pointed something out to me.  He asked me a question that made me laugh on the inside.  The question was,"why are you so weird". He said that I am always alone away from the crowd just starring at everything that comes by. All I could really do was smile, because that was the first time anyone ever pointed that out, so I gladly answered. I said,"I am always alone because I care too much, even the people I despise I try my best to protect".  He looked at me and said that's stupid and walked away.  It maybe stupid but it who I am. A caring person who just wishes to help everyone around him.
This is my first attempt ever at a story poem so please be nice and give me so feedback. Thank you and god bless
366 · Jun 2017
Victim: Part Four
Dr Strange Jun 2017
But every monster has an origin story
How they came to exist in this cruel world
I became fed up with the pain that continuously stabbed me in my chest
I got tired of see my mother cry every night because my father beat her within inches of her life
Then school was no better
Everyday I would run and hide hoping they wouldn't find me
Screaming me in my head wondering why this had to be me
I didn't deserve this life
All I ever wanted to do was put a smile upon people's faces
But that dream seemed so far away
Because without fail they would find me just to beat with both words and fist
Robbing me of my pride and joy...of my dreams
Then would leave me for dead
 And I would just lay there and cry begging for someone to rescue me
But they would all just watch and laugh as if it was funny
All but him anyways but even he wasn't enough to save me in the end
They tuned for the continuation of the story
364 · Jun 2015
Be mine tonight
Dr Strange Jun 2015
Will you trust me just this once
Close your eyes and take my hand
Listen to our hearts beat as one
Dance with me in the river of time
Lay with me under the maple tree
Run with me in an open field
Open your eyes and look into mine
Look at the stars twinkle in the midnight skies
Place your hand upon my beating heart
Listen carefully as it sings to yours
Do you hear its soft whispers
As it screams with all its might
Can you hear its cries
Begging for you to be mine this night
Dr Strange Dec 2014
I would like to dedicate this poem to the poets who were killed in the war known as life.  You have not been forgotten and will be forever in our hearts.

It's not over
This hateful war is not over
So many have died trying to fight this pointless battle
Man, Woman, and child have vanished into thin air,
As if they never existed

We cry our hearts out
Mourning over the soul that now seize to exist
Our brothers and sisters laying dormant upon the now tainted grounds
Oh no, this war is not over
Not until their lost souls can rest in peace

Us poets have taken pounding after pounding
We have cried the crimson tears,
But we are still here
And we have to stand tall
If not for ourselves, for those we have lost it all

We are strong powerful individuals
Who have learned to speak our mind through our words
We have learned to express pain in ways unlike violence
But remained human in the process
If anything we are the strongest beings in the world

We are pure souls living in the shadows of the night
Fighting for what we believe as just and right
We are the unspoken warriors that live to no destination
The titans that hide in plain sight
We are poets and we won't go down without a fight

Though we are weak in numbers
Though we die everyday
We shall bounce back
Like a phoenix being reborn from its own ashes
We are  the few, the strong...

We are the poets
REST IN POETRY.
358 · Dec 2014
A guidance not a barrier
Dr Strange Dec 2014
We try so hard to control the past
But the past is gone is it not
So why waste our time on something that already occurred
Instead of moving forward like we were meant to do
And you wonder why we walk with a limp
Instead of taking long strides with just as much pride
Well I'll tell you why ,cause it clear you're blind
We stagger forward because we can't let go of the dead weight
You know the struggle that should of been left behind
And I know what many of y'all are thinking right now
"why would I forget the past that made who I am"
Well see there I'm not telling you to forget it
Because the past is the key to the future
It is what will guide us to the next step of life
So let the past do what it was meant to
Let it be your guidance
And not a ten thousand pound boulder that holds you back
Don't let the pass force you to crawl
Stand tall
Look it in the eyes and say,"I conquered you"
Because that's what you should do
That's what we all should do
Become the master of our past and use it to look forward to the future
I promise you it's ten times better than being on the floor
354 · Jun 2016
Started
Dr Strange Jun 2016
I wish I never started
Started to believe that there was hope for me in this world
That I could be somebody instead of nobody like my predecessors told me
I wish I never started

I wish I never started
Started to fall victim to my teenage mentalities
Falling in love with a girl thinking I had a chance with thee
I wish I never started

You see,
I have been walking this shadowed path trying to get from point A to Point B
Banging my head against this solid brick wall
Just to watch the blood trickle down **** stained body
Crying in secret because I'm starting to realize that I am nothing more than fool for life's entertainment
As I slowly sink to the bottom of the dark matter sea
Looking at my reflecting as it shakes its head at me

I wish never started
Started this whole mission to escape the pain that haunted me
Believing that there really was a way to escape the endless abyss
I wish I never started

I wish I never started
Started to believe that the sorrows couldn't catch me if I ran fast enough
But now I'm just tired and too drained to look back up
I wish I never started

Just make it quick
I'm starting to get sick of this contradicting mindset
One side telling me that I am something
As the other just laughs and smile letting life do the talking
Popping popcorn over the fiery pitts of hell waiting to roast me
As it determines what seasoning will go best with thee
I'm tired can't you see
But life still pokes me with its pitchfork trying to force me to just give up

I wish I never started
Started to wish that I should start something new
Become something greater than the you in the mirror
I just wish I never started

But hey I'm glad I started
It was fun while it lasted
So I guess what I should be saying is
I'm wish I started sooner
352 · Mar 2016
Free...?
Dr Strange Mar 2016
Freedom...
Freedom is the one thing we all wish to obtain
The ability to do whatever, whenever we please
But by the definition are any of us truly free
Because at the bare minimum we all follow the rules of society
351 · Jun 2015
Hearts
Dr Strange Jun 2015
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I can't say that I love you
But I really want to
I'm not trying to be a creep
But I see you in my sleep
You stand by a creek
As from a distance I take a peak
I really want to say hi
But my fear says bye
So I simply run away
As my heart cries inside
I can't help but to think that you're too beautiful I
That I'm not good enough to be your guy
Then my prideful soul laugh as it's high
Turns me around and forces me to look your eyes
You're oh so beautiful star like eyes
For a second I really thought I was looking into the skies
So this is me speaking from the soul
As I say forget my fear's goodbyes
And say what my heart cries
So from my heart to yours...
Hi
348 · Mar 2015
Guilty Pleasure
Dr Strange Mar 2015
Make it stop, make it stop
But it feels so good
My guilty pleasure
The rush...the rush is something I have never felt before
It has heart pounding begging for more
But the very thought of it makes me wanna puke
I hate it, I hate it so
Seeing them scream in pain and agony
This is not who I am!
I'm afraid
Still I want more and it is driving me insane
I sicken myself as I search for a reason to finally let it all go
To make some poor soul pay the price that is not there's to own up to alone
But as my fist swings back and foward I do not care
I just smile and laugh as if it is game to me
But when I finally come back to me sense I wish to cry
The sight is something I despise and I just wonder to myself
Was this really me, I couldn't be
I'm too sweet an innocent to have done something so voracious
But it was me and I hate it
I HATE IT!
Make it go away
Make it stop, make it stop
I don't care how much I enjoy it
Just make it go away
I beg I don't want to hurt anyone else
please, this pleasure is not fun
I beg of thee release me from this torment
I just want to be free of this guilty pleasure
So please just make it stop...

I can't live this life any longer


...
344 · Oct 2015
Brothers by Blood
Dr Strange Oct 2015
How the hell did we end up in this place
Hiding behind walls waiting for the other to take the first shot
What brothers we turned out to be
It’s tragic really, we use to be bestfriends
Had each others back through thickness and thin
Now it just seems like we are trying to drown one another in a pool of the others blood
It is so funny how life turned out this way
And it is not like we have changed as people
In fact, nothing changed
We just simply grew apart both going our separate ways
Now we are just like oil and water
Well, actually we were always like oil and water
Looking into our past we have never agreed upon anything
Always debating every thought that crossed the other’s mind
I kind of miss those days
So you know what...
I surrender, just pull the ******* trigger
End this stupid *** ******* between the two of us
This pain is something I cant do anymore,
Pull the ******* trigger already
I just want my ******* brother back
But it is clear things between us will never be the same
So if I cannot have him back in this world,
Maybe I can in the next
...I love you bro
343 · Aug 2015
Tragic End
Dr Strange Aug 2015
Bang Bang*
I walked in and fell to the ground
Didn't walk out with two to the chest and one to the head
Now I'm dead,
Stuck in limbo not knowing how I died
Wondering why me, why me
Last thing I remember is smiling with my girl in hand
Then suddenly seeing her hand covered in my blood
"It was an accident", they said
Shot me three times and it was an accident
This is bull I swear
Now I'm forced to watch her cry tears of blood every **** day
Thinking to herself why did it have to be this way
I swear this isn't fair
She doesn't deserve to live in such despair
They say that with time even the pain of death goes away
But I swear the pain for her only got worse
So bad that it started to drive her insane
Then one day she finally had enough and extinguished her own life
And while she moved on hoping to see me again
I was stuck here crying to myself
Thinking it shouldn't have ended this way
342 · May 2015
Nature desired us to be
Dr Strange May 2015
Aye girl,
I don't mean to come at you the wrong way
But I can't help but to notice that you're alone
That your hands are absent of a certain item
You see there I was mining my own business
Ya know, doing my own little thing
When suddenly I saw you walk around that oh so beautiful corner
I instantly noticed the trail of roses that blossomed with every step you took
The birds began to sing this unfamiliar yet sweet song
The bees were buzzing raining down the smell of sweet honey from the heavens
Then the wind began to push me your way
Nature was just acting so bazaar
Like it was trying to tell me to talk to you
So here I am talking to you and maybe wondering
Well kind of hoping you'd like to go on a date with me
342 · Sep 2015
She'll never know
Dr Strange Sep 2015
I wrote this poem for her,
But she'll never know cause I let her go
Now I feel kind of slow
Because now I realized I loved her so
I asked the stars for advice
But they just never glow
The moon disappeared amd just wouldn't show
The rivers no longer flow
The birds sing no more
I wrote this poem for her
But of course she'll never know
340 · Jan 2015
Mute i must be
Dr Strange Jan 2015
Can anyone hear me
Please someone respond to me
I beg of thee
sigh I guess not
340 · Mar 2016
Untitled
Dr Strange Mar 2016
So this is Autumn
Don't make me laugh
I remember a time when autumn was peaceful and calming and not this depressing piece of...
Let me not finish that sentence
I remember a time as a kid when I actually did cannonballs in. a giant pile of leaves decimating someone's hard work
That was kind of evil now that I think about it
I remember a time when i laid in the grass as the wind blew across my chubby cheeks
Yes I do realize I just roasted myself
But my point is this bull crap is not Autumn
Since when has Autumn been so dull and crying nonstop as if it is sad
In fact, I can recollect a single time during Autumn I stayed indoors staring out the window wondering why the sky is leaking this clear mystery fluid
And this is supposed to be Autumn
I can't remember a time I could looked into backyard a saw an entire tree of green leaves in November
And this is supposed to be Autumn
This isn't Autumn
This is a disgrace
339 · Sep 2015
The Story of Jimmy
Dr Strange Sep 2015
Bang bang
Little boy jimmy was only four years old
But at four years old he already knew what death taste like

May 16, 2012 at 11:59pm

He was found laying in his bed soaking in his own blood
It was a minute before his birthday, he was turning five on May 17, 2012
He was hit by stray bullet
Or that is what they say...

May 16, 11:56 pm

Three cops barged in Jimmy's house claiming they received a call of a disturbance
Jimmy's dad died the day after he was born and his mom was single
There was no one in the house but jimmy and his mom katrina
On the police report it read that when the cops arrived Jimmy was dead and his mom was found in the corner brutally beaten and *****
She had been shot twice in the chest and once in the head
She was permantly brain damaged and paralyzed from the waist down
Everyday she cried tears of blood and no one really knew why
But it is obviously what really happened that fateful day

May 18, 2013

Katrina was found hanging from her balcony
She committed suicide
Or was it ******
Bang bang
Thus end story of Jimmy and his family
Dr Strange Jun 2015
Let's get controversial
They say being gay is wrong
TIME OUT!
Who is they and what is wrong with being gay
Does not gay mean happy
so "they" are basically saying a man/woman cant be happy
That it is a sin to pursue the goals that brings them joy in life
And before you even say it is in the bible that God hates gay
For starters the bible wasn't written by God, it was written people who thought the Earth was flat
Then let's not get the fact that we don't even know if this person we call "God" exist  
So even if he did write it why blindly follow the words of being who wont even show his face
"because I have faith"
No, its 's called being naive and stupid
I'm sorry did I offend you
Well that is how the homosexual feel 24/7
With all the persecution they are forced to withstand simply because of they way their minds think
That is not morally right and makes me sick to my stomach to know that people actually think this way
That people actually stomp these individuals through the ground because they are not like us
What kind of **** is that?
It is as if we were never taught to enjoy life
As if it's not a beautiful thing
Often forgetting that we're not all the same
That we all think and enjoy different things
So stop the hate against the gays
And just live your life keeping yourself in check
338 · May 2017
Victim: Part Three
Dr Strange May 2017
It wasn't always like this
Once upon a time the sun shined where this bearing wasteland resides
Everything was peaceful, majestic I dare say
I wasn't this blood thirsty criminal who committed mass genocide
I was a sweet and innocent child who dreamed to be doctor
One who swore he would be the one to cure cancer one day
Causing tears of joy to rain down upon this desert we call home
But life had other plans for me
Hellbent on creating a monster who painted white canvases as red as a black beauty rose
So here I am...bathing in a pool of my victim's blood
Becoming the monster life wanted me to be
Stay tuned for the continuation of the story
338 · Aug 2015
Thing
Dr Strange Aug 2015
From nothing I became something
From something I became nothing
And from nothing I became a fraction of my former self
Struggling to walk, talk,eat,sleep
Struggling to understand where have I been, and where am I now,
As I attempt to locate my other half
Only to fail for so long
For three years in fact, I ran as fast as I could searching for the thing in something
Only to located more of nothing
Now this is my fourth year,
My senior year has finally come
And now more than ever I am determined to locate my missing thing
336 · Jun 2017
Victim: Part Five
Dr Strange Jun 2017
That night I never made it home
I just ran as fast as I could in attempt to escape the darkness that was swallowing my heart
I could feel it breathing down my neck as it whispered "give in" into my ears
Warping my thoughts fusing them with the anger that existed in my soul
I ran until I couldn't run anymore
Wheezing and gasping for air until finally I collapsed
I closed my eyes to accept my fate and as I seeped deeper into the abyss a phrase slipped out forever resonated with me
I'm sorry, it had to be done
I let out an ungodly roar as my eyes changed to that of a killer
Dripping crimson tears from the cravouses that once leaked everything good
I had become a nobody
An empty shell of my former self
And most of all...
The monster I feared
They tuned for the continuation of the story
336 · Jul 2016
Play
Dr Strange Jul 2016
They tell me to duck and cover
But from who am I ducking and covering from
The white man who wish to see me hang
Or my own brother who wishes to put a bullet in my head
Both sides saying I'm the one you should trust
My own kin and the ones who once enslaved us
And I just sit here in my own little corner in my own little world
Singing twinkle twinkle little star because I don't know where to go
The thing is...
I think I rather sit here and let them both **** each other to hell
Because the fact you both claim the other is a monster has strangely rung this bell
The bell of ******* that is spells out hypocrites
And if you don't know what that means it means you
The kings and queens of the human realm
And to me that's mean everyone because everyone is equal
And I know it's a strange concept but no one deserves to be someone's sequel.
So take a bow because this little play was done right
But it's time to drop the ropes and guns and call it a night
332 · May 2015
No Music
Dr Strange May 2015
No music...
This poem has no bars
It doesn't even rhyme
It doesn't have any epic metaphorical lines
It doesn't have over exaggerated truths
It just states the truth
The real truth
Nothing more, nothing less
Whether you believe me or not that is up to you
But I just ask that you listen to me just this once
Cause you see my truth is...
You're beautiful and I love you with every breath I breathe
Dr Strange Jun 2015
I watched you fly away in a big gust of wind
You smiled as you looked towards the skies
I remember thinking there is no way she is getting that high
But then you began to rise and rise and rise
So I began to run faster and faster and faster
Only to miss you by an inch
So I watched you float away until you were out of sight
Then I turned around only to cry and clinch my fist so tight
I couldn't understand that my eyes were not playing tricks on me
That you really were gone from my tight clutch
Everyday after that I would watch the trees sway back and fourth
Listen to the birds sing as they flew around in the very skies I lost you in
Laid in open fields hoping that I'd be swept away just like you
Or at least you'd float back here next to me
Then I began to write
Into the wind she went
My love of my life
Will I ever see her again
Will I ever see the light
Is forgiveness in my future
Or will I continue to realize that I messed up
Into the wind she went
My love of my life
Rest in peace my beautiful queen
I'll never forget you I promise thee

I dedicate this poem to all of those who lost their partner. May they rest in peace.
325 · Jul 2016
Mirror me
Dr Strange Jul 2016
Who is that...
Who is that person looking back at me
He looks like me but, he's not me
Who is he
I can't recognize thee
Is that really me
What is this beast that I've turned into
There is no way that is me,
But it is me
How did things come to this
Help...me
I'm drowning in this reflecting pool deep within the blood sea
Feasting on the soul that use to be me
But it's not me anymore!
It's just not "me"...anymore
It screams begging for it to stop
"Please no more"
Please no more
But I can't stop
I can't stop
Taking another bite as the crimson tears flow from my eyes
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm just...so sorry
324 · Apr 2016
Slave Story
Dr Strange Apr 2016
I was born in the age of the struggle
Trying to become something in a world my kind was not accepted
Constantly dodging bullets that the white man seemed to have an infinite amount of
As the corrupt turned a blind eye unofficially proclaiming my kind irrelevant
All because my skin is not as white as the North Pole
All because before I was born I was labeled incompetent
Unable to do anything other than picking cotton in the blazing heat
Destined to be the white man's little *****
Being blamed for everything even though we can't do anything
Taken from my home against my will
Thinking about the tears my little girl now sheds as she was bend over on all fours
I was born in the age of the struggle
But my struggle is one that never went down in history
All because I am nothing more than a wild beast
Even though I had life that was stolen from me
324 · Jun 2017
Hope
Dr Strange Jun 2017
A gentle breeze blows across a terrain engulfed in flames
Riding a storm that cages its victims in a shroud of doubt
Chaining its pray to the very earth that crumbles beneath their feet,
Causing their souls bellow and weep
The sky begins to fall, crying as the storm approaches
Casting a fear that strikes with no mercy
A little boy reaches out unafraid, unfazed by the destruction that has come to claim his home,
And whispers, "it's going to be okay"
Suddenly the sun rises, piercing through the darkness that left his village hopeless
And he smiled as the storm disappeared into the horizon
Brother poem of Hopeless
323 · May 2015
Not Alone
Dr Strange May 2015
I am here, but I am not alone
I...AM NOT ALONE!
No longer shall I bow down to a tyrant king
Forcing myself to forget who I am because I believe I am nobody
No longer shall I wipe away crystalized tears of sorrow
It's about time I open my eyes and see the real world
I have my friends and family to my left and right
So if I am to die tonight
Let them no my endless fight
I am not alone
No we are not alone
Not on this day , Not on any day
321 · May 2016
Class of 2016
Dr Strange May 2016
We fought this war together
Standing side by side through thick and thin
Surviving this prison as a team and family
Saving one another from the hell that existed in our lives
But now... That time has to come to an end
Now we walk our own paths
Experience our own adventures
Live our own lives
It is hard to believe that we are all going our separate ways now
That we are actually saying farewell after these long years
When you think about it's actually kind of sad
Because though we hate to admit it,
We will miss each other
But at the end of the day we all can just say one thing
Class of 2016...
***** WE MADE IT
320 · Dec 2014
When I Die
Dr Strange Dec 2014
In my entire existence on this earth
I have learned that I don't do too well with people
Yet, I wish to protect the people
Provide the people a a sanctuary to call home
Where they can laugh as a team and family
As brother and sister
Mother and daughter
Even father and son
And when I die
Cause I will die
I wish to die a honorable death
Knowing I spoke out for the people
For those under every bridge
Within every tree
And inside every home
Then I shall smile
Leaving this world knowing I made a difference
For the good and soon the better
319 · May 2015
Obsolete I Am Not
Dr Strange May 2015
I grow tired of being weak
Always looking up to people even though they view me obsolete
I grow tired of being afraid
Trembling at the knees as eventually I collapse into the dust I am
Blowing into the wind
Viewed as nothing more than a nusiance to society
Broken I stand or at least I attempt to
But I just fall breaking apart as the lightning strikes the ground
Hardening me turning me into glass
Fragile and invisible
Yet sharp because I still have strength to protect myself
I am strong
Stronger than ox charging alone
I am brave
Braver than the African lion pouncing on its pray
Try and ******* away now
Try and keep me from being this way
317 · Apr 2015
The point is
Dr Strange Apr 2015
What's the point anymore!
What's the point of me telling my story when you you tell it for me
Making it seem like I'm just this bad guy

What's the point anymore!  
What's the point of me trying to make a good first impression when the whole words thinks they know me before I know they exist
When the truth is they only know the BS story you manage to tell them

What's the point anymore!
What's the point of me attempting to do anything when the whole world thinks I'm a *****
Then when I prove I can do something it only gets ten times worse

What's the point anymore!  
What's the point saying I care about something when you automatically think how you can use that against me
Hint that's where I don't care came from

Then you wonder why I decided to keep my mouth shut
Why I completely detached myself from the outside world
Just going M.I.A. both physically and mentally

You wonder why I don't tell you anything that goes on my life anymore
As you attempt to ask how was my day
Funny how life works out right

You wonder why I have a major problem with authority
Why I find it so difficult to trust anyone
Why I try so hard to disclaim you and my entire family

It just hurts
317 · Sep 2016
Willing
Dr Strange Sep 2016
It's not over <br>
Somehow...it's seriously not over <br>
It's amazing how defiant we truly are <br>
How we somehow manage to channel our inner stubbornness no matter the circumstance<br>
No matter how ****** up of a situation we slowly drowns ourselves in<br>
And we are the key to the future <br>
The truth is we're nothing but a joke <br>
We are supposed to be great all mighty being that achieve greatness in its purest form <br>
Ones who are supposed to bring forth a new era of prosperity and tranquility <br>
Yet...we can't even get pass killing one another for the hell of it <br>
What greatness we turned out to be <br>
Then we turn our backs chanting our hypocritical speeches <br>
Saying we demand peace and equality <br>
Completely ignoring the obvious solution <br>
The world can't won't change unless we change ourselves<br>
So let me end with this a question<br>
Are you willing to change...<br>
Or are you just that contempt with the failing reality?
315 · May 2016
Puppets
Dr Strange May 2016
They tell us what we do is our choice
Then they tell us what to do and when to do and wonder why we rebel
Saying it’s our future, not theirs
But is it really
I mean…
They tell us when to eat, sleep, and breathe
Tell us to think this way as to another when it comes down to certain things
Then they punish us if we choose to disobey their will
Leaving us confused wondering what we did wrong
Because I swore this was our life, our choice, our will
But apparently in the fine print it reads theirs
So without us knowing we sold our souls to them
Giving them a second chance at life by stealing the life that was meant to be ours
But of course we are wrong to rebel
We are wrong to claim something that belong to us in the first place
So we remain dumbfounded staring at the white wall
The wall as blank as our freewill  
What a deal we made just by opening our eyes
Not realizing the repercussions of our decisions until it was too late  
Now we are slaves in our own living remains
Being taunted by the light that is just outside of our reach
But we don’t cry, better yet we can’t cry because the tears dried up years ago
So the truth is we are empty shells of our former selves
Being controlled by the strings that are attached to our limbs
So yeah…
We are puppets.
Living this non existing reality we call our lives
How many people can relate to this story.
315 · Dec 2014
Rhythm is no more
Dr Strange Dec 2014
There is no more happiness
No more emotions
You attacked my joy
Now it is just the end

Key after key I would play
Attempting to find the perfect sound
But now those keys have been silenced
And soon you'll be through the ground

No words can be said
Only tears that now fall in its place
Rhythm is no more,
Rhythm is now quiet

She was so young
And I took care of her with pride
Now she is dead
And now I...

Seven years I waited
Only to lose her in seven seconds
I tried to play her one last time
But she couldn't even cry

Her faint beautiful voice fights to escape
But she has been imprisoned within her own case
I'm sorry brother,
But you must pay!
For those who don't know Rhythm is my keyboard
311 · Feb 2017
Untitled
Dr Strange Feb 2017
MOMMA

Momma, I'm sorry
I'm sorry that your little boy isn't so little anymore
That he turned into this beast not even you can recognize

I'm sorry that instead of coming to you for help like you asked him to
He turned to the street and is now trapped behind three walls and some bars

I'm sorry that you had such high hopes for him
Only for him to turn around and let you down beyond your wildest dreams

I'm sorry that he hurt you so badly
I swear it wasn't his intention to do such a thing

So momma, I'm sorry

FATHER**

Father, I blame you
I want to believe that you tried to be there for him
But please answer this where were you

Where were you when momma was crying in pain and agony
On her knees bleeding from her heart as her soul disintegrated

Where were you when momma lost her job
Forcing us to beg and cheat just so that we could have something to eat that night

Where were you when momma finally lost her mind to the darkness that tortured her
Causing her little boy to be motherless and symbolically hang himself

Where were you when the blood gushed from our shattered beings
When we could no longer take the continuous lashes life granted us

Where were you when we needed you
No where to be found and that's the truth

So father, I blame you
310 · May 2016
Smiling?
Dr Strange May 2016
I can't feel my face anymore
It's as if my whole world has gone numb
My wings have been snapped clean off
Now I'm living off the scraps like some type of wild animal
I can't breathe...
Feels like I'm being suffocated by the seven seas
But in actuality it's just the pain getting the best of me
As I crawl attempting to reach sanctuary
But everytime it seems like I'm getting closer to the light
I can feel the darkness creeping up my spine and yanking me back into the heart of the night
It then caress me like a momma to her new born baby
Whispering in my ears there is no escaping
I'm stranded here
And there is no one coming to rescue me
I mean why would they...
I'm in this mess because of those dimwits
Always kicking me and punching me
Making me feel like I'm nothing more then an old piece of chewed up gum stuck to the bottom of your shoes
Can't blame them though,
Because that's what I am
A nuisance, an inconvenience to society
So instead of fighting it let me embrace it
Now I'm dead trapped in a unmarked wooden box

Smiling...
310 · Mar 2016
Escape
Dr Strange Mar 2016
I could of sworn this was all a dream
Ya know, one of those freak fantasies
But in actuality this is reality
And you expect me to prosper in this so called society
Then you say God is with me
God is against me
God abandoned me
God left me wondering why the sky is blue and grass green
He left me to ponder as to why everything must be
As I drowned in the black sea trying to discover my identity
Then again I'm surprised I even have this opportunity
Considering the streets were my home, my only sanctuary
My parents were poor, and I struggled in school
My eyes were singed shut so I never thought I'd see the light of day ever again
BUT!
I was given the chance to escape the hell hole I called life
And now I fly like an eagle with a smile upon my face
Something I forgotten how to do so long ago
But it feels good
It feels good not to wake up afraid
Not to have to check over your shoulders every five seconds
To know that the people you care about are safe
And the pain, the pain finally dissipates into the dust
i'm free...
I'm finally free
But i'll never forget the pain that haunted me
I'll never forget how I came to be me
308 · Dec 2014
Story I'll Never Tell
Dr Strange Dec 2014
To my friend lexi,

I spent so much time on these first few words
Looking foolish at my screen pondering in my own thoughts
Just wondering if I wrote this would it find its way to you
And if somehow it did, what would it do

From a distance I watched you smile
Listened to your laugh
Only to become paralyzed by the sight of your pretty brown eyes
Which caused me to become stomped

So nervous that my words become garbled
As I attempt to analyze this apocryphal event
Cause there is no way any of this could be real
Not in a million years, not including me!

But indeed it all authentic
All of this is real
You are not a figment of my imagination
No,You stand before me mocking me

If I were brave enough I would of held your hand
Squeezing it tight as I told my untold tale
About how you make me feel when talking to you
How I can't ever really frown while in your presence

But I have never been strong enough
So I just sit there smiling and laughing with you
Wishing these moments never have to end
That you and I would remain friends forever more

It is those moments I adore
There isn't a day that goes by I don't think of you
The sweet majestic tone in your voice
That amazing smile upon your beautiful face

It all just leaves me speechless in a way
There are never really any words to say
But it's never just us waving as the clouds glide away
No,it is always us wishing each other to stay

So Lexi my dear friend
Listen carefully to what I have to say
Don't go away
And promise I will do the same
304 · May 2016
Insanity
Dr Strange May 2016
I am insane
Is what society says when they say my name
I am insane
Because society and I don't act one in the same
I am insane
Because I don't actively participate in life's little game
Because I rather be free to fulfill my dream
And not be chained down and forced to believe this is not who I'm meant to be
So I am insane
Only because I'm free spirited and envision something different for myself
Something society doesn't quite compute in their little brains
So with that being said
I am insane
But I can't say I am ashamed
Never be afraid to be who you are, even if society says otherwise
300 · Mar 2016
Shadow Riser
Dr Strange Mar 2016
If I may have your attention please
Allow me to say just one little thing
And that is tragedy
Tra...ge...dy

If you do not agree that life is a delicate thing
This poem is not meant for thee
Well never mind this poem is meant for you to see
Because this poem is meant for everybody

So without further delay
Allow me to begin with what I have to say
But you cannot say you have not been warned
Because this poem will make become torn

Look around and what do you see
Life...Life is such a beautiful thing
Would you not agree
But life is being stolen from right beneath our very feet

A new threat has emerged from the deepest depths of the darkest abyss
One that has surpassed all violence before our very eyes
It is heartless attacking both our elders and our youth
Proclaiming no one is safe from it's voracious bite  

So one by one they fall
Both our future and our past
Causing one to think will we survive
Because as of now drugs smile as the world trembles beneath its feet
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