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Rebel Heart Jul 2016
I always wanted to be free

Free to fly away from here

Away from the emptiness

The loneliness which fills my heart

All I can do is wait

Wait till this faithful day

The day I become a Butterfly

But you had to come along

You where the reason for me to stay

To fill my heart with joy and happiness

The days of sadness seems so far away

Hand in hand we challenge the world

A future which smiles down upon us

But deep down I know

The wings inside me must unfold

May it not be today

May it not be tomorrow

I know you will look up into the sky

And watch me unfold my wings

Whispering me goodbye

On the day I became a butterfly
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
We came home last summer

To find nothing will ever be the same again

To cease this pain

I shred my heart to pieces and spread my love around

Knowing it will all be in vain

You look like you’re in another world

In my darkest hour I have to fight

Knowing that there is nothing left for me to gain

The morning has come trough the sunlight

You’re awake but still not here

I wish that it was still last night

It’s the morning I knew I do fear

I used to be your biggest fan

I will always love you my dear

But now it is summer blues all over again
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
The fire within you
The purest form of what love means to me
Together balancing on this razor thing line
Like it was meant to be
It fuels the heart to know that you are mine

You tainted my purest desire
Corrupting every part of my soul
It’s supernatural
Like a ray of light shining bright
You are something else, extraterrestrial

This love can only last a lifetime
Facing these fearful odds
I lost my chance to make you mine
Tears of regret fall upon your grave
The inevitable space between us

Crying on the kitchen floor
Don’t go away don’t go away
Give me the strength to move on
But deep inside of me the fire stays
Telling me that my heart must go on

Like ashes to the wind
I know somewhere deep in the universe
You will be watching over me
In the end we are all stardust of time
We are all extraterrestrial

The fire within me was lit by you
Every night in my dreams
Far across and far away
You will come and show me how to keep this fire on
I wake up crying begging you to stay

I don’t want to be alone
I wish you would be here
The fire almost goes out
It’s the emptiness which I fear
But you will be there inside my heart

Wherever you are, near or far
The fire will always be in my heart
When I grow up old and all alone
The fire you showed me
Is enough for me to face the world head on
For a contest
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
When you want something
When you know it is within reach
Like water and bread within an inch of the bars of your jail
A jail which keeps you as only prisoner

Life is joy
Life is fair
Life isn’t fair
Life is cruel

To know your limits
To know you will never be able to surpass them
To know that you will never be accepted
It’s eating me up inside

Everyday
Every week
Every year
Until the day I die

I want to be a part of every day’s course
I want to work I want to celebrate
I want to try I want to fail
I want to live

But the mind cannot keep up
It tires the body to the very core
To see everyone walking past me
Leaving me behind

It makes me sad
It makes me want to cry
But I can’t
If I could express these feelings of mine

Being a prisoner of your own mind
To know and to experience
I wish I was just ignorant and dumb
Being smart but never being able to use it

Even a prisoner needs to move forward
A life without a goal isn’t worth living
I don’t condemn my life
I just wished there would be someone who understands

I know that I will be a prisoner for life
But it would mean so much
If there would be someone
Who would reach out to me

Because it’s just within reach
The water and bread
In this lonely prison
Within my mind
Living with Autism isn't easy, I enjoy my life but sometimes it is hard to accept that even with all the capabilities that I got, I will never be able to use them freely.

There are so many things I want, so less chances and opportunities to make it happen. And to know that there are so few people who understand.

Sometimes it makes it hard, but I will never stop trying.
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
Deep down in my rebel heart

I find this child smiling at me

Telling me to keep walking this line

Grabbing my arm and pulling me trough

Tough love this child knew it from the start

But he’s telling me to keep trying

Because this is how it’s suppose to be

When we all find the child inside of us

We want to regain this ignorance and innocence we once had

To fully understand that smile, the smile of the bliss we used to live in

Now I’m walking this life satisfied

And it’s all thanks to that child deep down

In my rebel heart
Inspiration comes from the song Rebel Heart.
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
In the moonlight near the river

Are we standing with our feet in the water

While we look at each other we shiver

Our hands tangled together

Like it was just yesterday

That we decided to run away forever

Our love was forbidden

But our future was not forsaken

Love should never be hidden

We knew the danger of the road we had taken

We had to struggle we had to fight

They told us that our love was nothing more and nothing less

Then dead

But we held on the flickering truth

Now there is no more need to hide

Look at us standing here in the sunshine

Our love makes it a wonderful life

To know that every part of you is mine

We can laugh and we can cry

Because we are in love in this time

It was worth it to find our own little place

Far away from home

In the sunshine near the river
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
In this world where music fills the sky

Clouds are gathering like a lullaby

It’s raining purple rain

Purple rain

Singing our prince to sleep

Lying in a bed of roses

Silently on his cheek

The last words which flew from his lips

Floating on the wind of change

With one shake of his hips

It rains purple rain

up he goes

Into the sky he goes

The sky which is filled with doves

And when these doves cry

It is sure to rain

Purple rain
poem I wrote to honour prince
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