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Rebel Heart Jul 2016
Brother where are you now
Where is the shadow I long for
Please let me put my hands around you once more
If I just could keep you from fading
For this is our end brother
All your love inside of me faded
For burning your dreams or worse I couldn’t bother
I failed
You got swept away

While I got left behind crying myself to sleep
These burning dreams are here to stay
Because of the promises I didn’t keep
When everything crumbles around me
I’m walking alone and no one seems to care
I look into the mirror and see everything faded
Brother why don’t you say nothing at all
now I know I truly failed

I let you fall into the blades
When it all becomes reality
My sadness will reign until everything fades
It wasn’t just my fantasy
I’m about to lose my mind
Please I want to hold you once more
But when I search for you it is only pain I find
All by myself since you have faded
And all this hatred that I deserve
I have broken the promise and failed

While is it that I’m still breathing
Is it true that I walk this pitiful life being unnoticed
Just when these feelings of mine betrayed me
He found me and noticed
That his shadow would complete me
Even if you are faded
And even when I terrible failed

Lingering hope is reaching out to me
Saying it isn’t over till it’s over
Brother this is where it ends for you and me
I now know we both have made mistakes
It is time for me to move on and let it be
Even when you faded
And even when I failed
He was the one for me
and the only one who stayed
Poem I have written for an fan fiction
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
Wandering this earth all alone

Looking for the one place I could call home

Travelling trough the wards of time

Escaping from what I have become

Running around trough crowded places

One night stands in a far of lands

And all I see are their faces

Is there someone out there hearing me cry

I have changed my mind

Incompatible is what I’m

There is no soulmate out there for me to find

And here I’m back again

At the place where I traded my love for fame

Is it wrong for someone longing to be hold

All I can do is crying tears of shame

Should had loved you without being told

Now I know why I’m on my own

I came back

Just to find

I couldn’t turn back time

This is my curse this is my life

Drowning in a world of pleasure

And walking this path being alone

No soulmate for me to treasure
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
To be different is what defines our character
Is it wrong to be ourself
Is it a crime to grow up living up to what you believe
Where lies our Joan of arc who will burn for our own desires
It makes all the difference in the world to be different
If we would all be the same, our individual would die just like the ashes of those who have fallen for our freedom
Never give up being different
Rebel Heart Jul 2016
Behind this smile I use to comfort others
Lies a deep rooted pain
Wherever I go
Wherever I turn
Without you
This façade is going to burn
Burning me up
It’s my love for you
Deep within my heart I know it’s truth
You are no longer
But lingering on in the depths of my Rebel Heart
Darling I miss you
I keep on smiling pretending not to see
That even after you are gone with him
You are still hurting me
My love for you will burn me up
I smelt my burning flesh
I saw my rotting bones
I saw my decay
I still kept on smiling

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