"Sometimes the people we're close with aren't meant to be our lovers; that's what ruins it. I guess that's pretty sad, too."

"You are so lovely and I am such a mess. But you love me, and that is enough for me."

"I don't see the point in waking up if I'm not waking up next to you."

"I crave kissing you the way people craving drugs. I am addicted to you."

"You are what is on my mind when I am drunk and alone."

"I still think about her and it ******* kills because if she were to talk to me, I would talk back in a heart beat."

"Self destructive people do self destructive things, babe."

"Sometimes I wish I killed myself before I started getting better because now that I'm better, I live in the fear of getting bad again."

"And if you hear me talk about her now, you won’t believe me when I tell you that I was in love with her. Even the thought of her makes me want to *****."

You are the stars and I am the moon.
Patiently waiting, knowing I’ll get to see you soon.
Your voice is the melody to a song that I can’t get out of my head.
I could get lost in you;
just the sheets, our bodies, and a bed.
So let’s go somewhere we can quietly roam.
I don’t want to be found because when I’m with you I’m already home.
We can conquer anything, just you and me. You can be my sky and I’ll be your sea.

Bars.
Footballs.
Blue.
Peach.
Green.
Enter my bloodstream.
Help me forget,
All of the things I don't want to remember.
The things I regret.
Grasp me in your strong arms. Don't let me go.
My eyes are getting sleepy.
Time is moving slow.
You make me forget my fears.
I've forgotten how to function without you.
You're always around when I'm in my lows.
You bring me up so high.
I don't want to come back down.
You are like my best friend.
With you it's hard to wear a frown.
I would let you ruin my life.
It could be just us two.
Without you I am nothing.
I am always feeling blue.

He says he likes coffee but if you really knew him you would know that his taste for coffee is actually cream and sugar with splash of coffee.
You would know that he hates the taste of tea because it reminds him of ***** dish water.
He always gets mad when he falls asleep early because he thinks he's going to miss out on things.
If you knew him you would know that when he says he's going to lay down and relax, he actually means he's going to take a 6 hour nap.
You would know that he likes to turn every single light on when he comes home;
And that he hates to take his shoes off.
You would know that he's terrible with directions and he gets super annoyed when he gets lost.
Don't get upset with him, though. He hates it when he feels stupid.
But he's not stupid.
He is so intelligent and ambitious.
He is the most caring and genuine person you will ever meet.
His eyes are like chocolate and his smile could light up an entire room.
His skin is like caramel, warm and smooth.
He has a voice that is calm and comforting; Like a lullaby that will put me to sleep.
He puts his heart and soul into everything he loves.
And I am the one who was lucky enough for him to love the most.

I've been reflecting a lot on life recently;
And I never got to thank you.
I also never got to tell you that you were right.
I did find a life partner and he loves me a lot, and I love him.
I got a pet with them and we shared a home.
I don't hurt myself anymore,
And most days I feel alive,
And I feel happy.
I've been thinking about how I got here,
And how hard it's been for me to recover.
But even through the darkest of times, you were there;
And I know that you're still here regardless of how often we speak to each other.
Thank you for believing in me.
Thank you for believing for me when I couldn't.
Thank you for letting me share my deepest, darkest secrets and for sharing yours with me.
I'm so glad you talked to me on that day in April many years ago.
I miss our Skype calls,
And when you would play jokes on me.
I miss staying up for hours and losing sleep just to talk to you,
And when you would show me the beautiful art you created.
I'm sorry I got distant.
I wish I could go back in time.
Change some of the things I did.
You are so beautiful.
Every time I see a post of yours, I can't help but smile.
You've overcome and accomplished so much.
I'm so proud of you.
And every time I look back on that part of my life, it's always you that I think about.
You were the one who helped me fight.
You were the one who made me feel like I could achieve anything.
We made it.

I feel like I'm suffocating.
I can't get enough air.
Every inch of my body aches.
I say I'm coming down with a cold,
But I already know that's not what it is.
I know this feeling too well.
Depression.
I feel like a plastic bag has been put over my head and I can't get it off.
I feel like I'm stuck in a pit of quicksand.
Like I've been covered in honey.
Like a weight has been placed on my chest.
I sleep and I'm still tired.
The highs are too high and the lows are too low.

I miss staying up all night with you.
We wouldn't even notice the sun rising because we were too focused on loving each other.
I miss when I would get drunk and you would laugh at me because I would stumble over my words.
But I wouldn't care that I looked like an idiot because nothing warmed my heart more than seeing that smile of yours.
I miss arguing with you about where we should go to eat.
And I miss when you would get mad at me when I said "I don't know."
I miss how your eyes would sparkle whenever you tickled me.
I know I always said I hate when you do that, but I secretly enjoyed it.
You never realize the things you would miss when they're not there anymore.
I miss kissing you at red lights,
And resting my hand on your leg when you drive.
I miss how comfortable you made me feel.
You made me feel like I was capable of achieving anything.
And I knew I could do it because I had you by my side.
I would give up everything to have you here with me.
I sleep with my fan on now.
I only use one blanket.