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Nêijî Jan 2022
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Loving you was a great idea
But baby,
We forgot that God has better plan.
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Nêijî May 2019
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Beautiful,
I say that million times when I see your name.
It really fits you though.
I fell the first time I saw that brown eyes of yours.
I had tried my best to avoid any feelings but you're just perfect to me.
Is this what they called, love at first sight or is it just an infatuation?
I wonder.
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Nêijî May 2019
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I need new wings but with the same scars. So that when I fly high, I still remember the same mistakes I did which I would never repeat.
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Nêijî Apr 2019
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Love is a feeling that doesn’t necessarily need to be in every one of us,
but in each moment of our life.
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Nêijî Jun 2019
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Life is unfair, comical but
beautiful as a whole.
Credit to @smokefassad for this beautiful sentence.
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Nêijî Apr 2019
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"Aku dah penat dengan hidup aku,
korang tak penat ke dengan aku?"
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Nêijî Jan 2019
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Giving up for real,
But never for you.
You know what I mean?
Want to disconnect from this world for a while,
Or maybe forever.
People will keep lying and
Things will become more complicated.
So, it's better I off myself before both fade.
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Nêijî May 2019
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It's alright,
You'll be fine.
I'm always here,
Everything's going to be just fine.
People should say this instead of asking me are you okay and so on.
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Nêijî Apr 2019
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"Tuhan wujudkan kegelapan supaya kita boleh nampak bintang."
This is a sentence from a book that I read. It took me few seconds to really understand the meaning of the sentence.
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Nêijî Dec 2018
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Is there such thing
as feelingless?
If yes,
where can I have one?
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Nêijî Jan 2019
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When will people realise that life is just temporary and stop acting like they are going to live for thousand years?
Nêijî May 2019
Abah,
This raya will be nothing without you
I wish we could turn back time
And start all over again.
You comfort me when I'm sad
And tell me to apologize for my faults
Is it worth to leave us like this?
Oh and I don't need your money,
I just need you to be a part of this family again and forever.
Nêijî Nov 2018
Found myself sweating in the darkness of my room.
Got up and it was only me in this so- called 'home'.
There was a book I've read that defined home as a place where you can find happiness and where your love ones at.
I thought it was true, but I forgot that it was just in a book after all.
You do acknowledge what a writer can do, right?
There's a saying that can relate to this poem in someways;
"If a writer falls in love with you, you're not gonna die"
Nêijî Apr 2022
I wish you were the sun that could keep me warm
I wish you were the moon that brings me the light
Then I realized
you were neither
but a rainbow
that stay with me
only after cloudy days.
Nêijî Oct 2018
I saw you posting about your feelings.
Sorry for not understanding the meanings of your words earlier.
My hands are eager to reply but scared if you would just ignore me.
I'm trying to show you my concern,
Because I'm scared of losing someone like you.
Not because of the feelings I have,
but because you have something
that is hard to be found in others.
I hope you're okay there.
You think too much that it brings you to the feelings of regretting and all.
All I want is just, you'll be fine there.
Nêijî Mar 2019
If writing is as easy as saying,
I would write all the time.
But dear, it is not.
Dk
Nêijî Dec 2018
Dk
I don't know what should I reply
When someone ask me if I'm okay..
I don't know whether to hide or to reveal..
Sadness comes and goes
What I feel right now,
Might be different with what I'm doing.
I wonder if there's happiness left with me..
Cuz all I can see right now is just sadness.
Ah serabut.
Nêijî Aug 2018
Where are you going?
I put so much efforts to catch you
But it went in vain.
Since this evening,
I've seen you nowhere.
Are you okay?
Why are you leaving me with only a soul?
All this time, we had been together.
You gave me experiences.
You created me either good or bad.
And suddenly, you just went away without goodbye?
Oh **** you, feelings.
Now, I understand what they meant by feelings faded.
Nêijî Dec 2018
My first love was a flower.
He cheered me up with the beautiful petals he had.
I hope he knew that I was really happy back then.
The colours of him still stuck in my mind till now.
I was the water that gave him freshness,
But all he needed was lights from the sun.
It's hard for me to forget my first love tbh because he's always willing to listen to my problems. Loving him was never a mistake. It was a blessed. I wish you well. Sleep & rest well there, Luqman. :')
Nêijî Mar 2019
They say the remedy to happiness is
By staying low and love everyone equally.
What if I had done that and yet, sadness still haunt me?
Who should I blame for?
Nêijî Nov 2018
How can you make a curve on your face when you know
Inside you is a chaos?
The curve on your face giving others less burdens
While nobody knows how heavy the burdens you're carrying.
I wish I could carry the burdens I have as easy as how I smile to others.
I'm sad knowing that I'll be moving soon. It's more sadder when I don't know who should I tell this. I just feel like wanna **** myself for thousand times.
Nêijî Jul 2018
I told you there's a space you never tried to enter.
A space where you could have love
But you never opened the door to the space.
You just knocked and went away.
Saying hi without goodbye.
The space where you could have your own universe.
I called your name but all I heard was the knock
I smoked your perfume and ran to the door but nothing more than the perfume trace you left.
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Nêijî Oct 2018
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Freedom doesn't define happy,
And love isn't only for some.
Like a salmon,
You came and went away,
Leaving me without notice.
You sacrificed yourself
And turned into dust.
Here I am, asking if it is worth?
Nêijî Nov 2018
You are the only one I'm waiting
But I keep restraining myself from getting to you.
You're so high that I can't even reach with my hand.
Sorry,
If I ever do anything wrongs to you.
Talking to you is the only thing I wanna do all the time.
Well, only those who know, know.
Nêijî Dec 2018
I give up on you,
dear, moon of earth.
Hope you're happy
with the other stars.
Nêijî Mar 2020
I have never been missing someone this much,
help me, oh God.
I’m drowning deep in the ocean,
hoping you would come and save me.
I wish you know that I’ll be missing you forever, and it will never stop.
I miss you dad
Nêijî Sep 2018
I'm writting because I can't express.
I hope someone understand how much I'm hurting inside.
I'm writting because I'm not okay.
I hope someone someone ask me how am I doing today.
I'm writting because words seem to be helpless.
I hope someone out there virtually care about me.
I'm writting because I can't find the right person to tell.
I hope those who read this have found a person who they can tell everything.
Well, whoever you're please appreciate those who love you.
Nêijî Jun 2023
In another life,
may the one with genuine heart
receive more than one gives.

In another life,
may the heart healer
find peace one has been longing for.

In another life,
may the heart breaker
taste one's own actions.

In another life,
may we know each other better,
giving all to understand,
rather than arguments.

In another life,
may we find each other
as soul mates,
not heart healer and heart breaker.

Sincerely,
Jia.
Nêijî May 2019
The feelings I have,
Are fading.
Should I be scared
Or just pretending to be fine?
Nêijî Nov 2019
Life is tiring,
I’m either  
surviving or dying.
Nêijî Nov 2018
You're the moon
admired by many stella.
While I'm a dim star that can
only see you from alibi.
There are so many obstacles
which tear us apart.
I'm trying to reach you ad infinitum
but the sun seems to be jealous.
So, I give up and
be one of the dead stars.
Trying to use the Latin words (because I love it) but I think this sounds so wrong lol.
Nêijî Aug 2018
I wrote a letter for you,
Telling you how sad I was.
I put my name on it and kept it in your favourite book.

I wrote a letter for you,
Telling you how happy I was.
I drew small flowers on the paper,
Making it prettier to show you
how happy I was.
I left it on your table so that you could read it later.

I wrote a letter for you,
Telling you how much I love you.
But, I don't know if it's written with my broken heart or with full of love.
I'm no longer care.
I left it in your heart so that one day, you could find it and read it.
Nêijî Apr 2022
At 22
I found out that
life *****.
No matter how hard I look at it,
even from different perspectives
I still find that
life *****
It couldn't get any better,
I had tried,
believe me
I really did.
Nêijî Dec 2018
Smile,
Hiding the sadness behind it
Has became one of my habits.
Crying,
Muting the sound because
Never intended to show how I feel.
Boredom hits me when I'm on my way to Dengkil so, yea.
Nêijî Dec 2018
Here I am,
Thinking what would happen tomorrow.
Hoping it'll  be a better day.
To be honest, I miss home already.
I feel like everything seems to be wronged.
Nothing is right for now.
I can't stop thinking of my lil brother and my mum and my room.
I just want to spend all my life with books.
I wish I could but that's too much.
No one I could talk to, cuz everyone is having their own problems.
So, here I am, writting what's inside me.
Let's just get into gaming world. That's better.
Nêijî Nov 2018
I want someone to hug me
And say everything is going to be fine.
Where's my dad when I need him the most?
Had a fight with my mum.
She sent me a very long text and
I just don't know what should I reply.
Why is everyone pushing me?
What's life anyway..
It is not fair to only be happy when you're with people while inside you is in chaos.
I wanna swear alot, but swear doesn't really give anything in return.
I wanna **** myself but it doesn't work that way.
I wanna tell someone how I really feel,
But there's nothing they can do.
I can't take this anymore.
Just why.....
Where can I find pills that can make me sleep forever?
Nêijî May 2019
Nothing left inside this broken heart
Whose belong to a broken child.
Some say she's strong that she survives untill now but nobody knows the journey she had.
She only have one faith in her life,
Hoping that one day it will be heard.
np someday somehow by umb5
Nêijî Aug 2018
From now on,
I'll no longer care what I feel,
Having so much problems makes my heart hardened,
My soul as just a soul,
My feelings fade,
I wish I could have another life,
So, that things like these would never happen again.
Nêijî Sep 2018
I create a feeling for you,
Which I don't know where it comes from.
Little do you know,
I'm picking up the feeling
Everyday in hope you know,
How much I care.

I create a place for you,
In hope you'll stay with me there.
No, you don't.

Maybe I care too much,
Maybe it's all my fault.
Nêijî Nov 2018
Pesan pada hati,
jangan terlalu mengikut,
takut nanti cepat berubah.
Teruskan perjalanan yang separuh itu,
habiskan cerita walaupun lelah.
Mungkin di pengakhiran,
ada kebahagiaan yang menanti.
Datangnya ujian bukan satu bebanan,
tapi satu jalan menuju kejayaan.
Jika mampu, harunginya dengan jaya,
jika tidak, cukuplah sekadar menerima takdir seadanya.
Kau kawan, bantulah aku,
bukan merenung mencari salahku.
My first puisi in bahasa. Credit inspirasi to Ali's girlfriend.
Nêijî Mar 2019
Is it that hard to confess?
Oh let me change it,
Is it hard to tell the truth?
Nêijî Dec 2018
I hope you can see how I see you.
Just look at the moon right now
And you'll know,
How bright you are in my life.
You always bring light to me
Especially when my life turns dark.
Just so you know,
You can find me among the stars,
But you can't love me like
How you love that one star, right?
Nêijî Sep 2018
Dear sadness,
I want you to know that
Happy moments can **** you.
Be careful in choosing your victims
Because some people can become stronger if you approach them.
You don't want that right?
I'm having you in myself because I haven't found any right feeling yet to fill my empty heart.
So, don't be mad when sometimes,
I pretend to be happy.
Nêijî May 2019
Andai rembulan berhenti menyinarkan cahaya matahari,
Janganlah engkau lupa akan daku,
Memori memori indah kita berdua,
Walau tak seberapa.
Andai pada masa hadapan,
Engkau jauh dariku,
Mohonlah pada Tuhan
Supaya didekatkan kita berdua
Sekali lagi.
Malay poems (puisi)
Nêijî Aug 2018
I'm sick and no one is willing to treat me.
I'm drowning but no helps from anyone.
I'm lonely cause no one is accompanying me.
I'm broken but there's no cure.
I mean, who am I to them.
I'm just a person who isn't that important in anyone's life.
I come and go.
I don't stay at one place.
Sorry not sorry.
Pening kepala :') I wish my mum were here.
Nêijî Jul 2018
I'm in my room,
Looking for the star,
You're looking at.

We're under the same sky
But different place.
Remember when we said
We're gonna paint the sky with prussian blue?

I was so excited that I bought a new canvas and paints
I saw you at the shop with a girl
But still,
I waited and waited for you
Under that **** place we love to hang out
You didn't show up

So, I used the red colour
To paint the sky
And for a few minutes after that,
You showed up.
You asked me why red?
So I said,
it represents my bleeding heart.
Well, thus is my third poems. I just don't know whom I'm writting this for hahaha
Nêijî Dec 2018
Told myself to stop,
Stop giving love they don't deserve.
Stop pretending to be okay and
Cry whenever I want to.
Carrying this broken heart is much more painful than I thought.
People believe that love can cure,
When don't even know
What real love means.
The word love has been polluted
By those who don't appreciate it.
Rainy day is a good day.
Nêijî Dec 2018
I always tell myself to let go the past
I know sometimes, it hurts.
But then I ask myself,
What's the point of having the past on your back?
Nothing, really.
Nêijî Dec 2018
.Blinking blinking,
On the sky.
Brightening herself to catch
The attention of the moon.
Fighting with other stars
To get the moon's heart.
Little did she know,
The moon is belong to other stars.
Disappearing from the sky
Has become part of her skills.
Letting go what she doesn't deserve.
Nêijî Jun 2023
The sun shines so bright,
guess it shall be
my forever true love's kiss.

Gentle breeze slaps my cheeks,
wonder why it is softer than your words?
And why,
why does your presence
hurt more than your silence?

When all we had
was beautiful memory.
And they said,
beautiful things are temporary,
I wonder if you count?

If love does exist,
why all that I ever felt was pain?
Sparks that were once there,
disappeared.
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