The sun shines so bright,
guess it shall be
my forever true love's kiss.

Gentle breeze slaps my cheeks,
wonder why it is softer than your words?
And why,
why does your presence
hurt more than your silence?

When all we had
was beautiful memory.
And they said,
beautiful things are temporary,
I wonder if you count?

If love does exist,
why all that I ever felt was pain?
Sparks that were once there,
disappeared.

Penat,
Penat melayan karenah.
Penat mempercayai tutur kata manusia.
Hampir tidak kuduga,
manusia bergelar sahabat sanggup berbuat sedemikian rupa.
Selama ini aku percaya setiap bait yang kau tuturkan,
Kenapa hari ini kau dustakan?
Adakah aku hanya manusia biasa bagi kau?

Staring at the window,
Looking at the raindrops,
Wondering if there's
Still light left in me.
How my heart gets so hard
That it cannot be heal, yet.
I guess it starts last year
Where things were in mess.
No, I don't want to remember,
So, goodnight.

I feel so far from You,
Sinking in an ocean full of lust
Haven't got to see the path,
Am I that lost?
Have no idea where is the signboard to the right path.
Am I still with You?
Oh Lord,
Lend me a rope,
So I can get back to You.

I wish someone could reach my hand
when I was still drowning
in the tears of darkness.
I'm scared,
afraid when I look at the depth of my own sorrow.
It's full of tragedy and trauma
that causes me anxieties.
Awaken at midnight as it haunts me.
I wish someone could hear me
crying for help

Lying on bed,
Wondering when will my life ends..
If living a thousand years give me heartbreaks,
I would rather die.

The truth is everyone is afraid of death, so am I.

I'm in my room looking for the star, the brightest one of course through the window of my room.

You said stars light the brightest when they're in the dark but why  I can't see any of them in this dark heart of mine?

I’m sorry
For having a wonderful life
After you’ve gone

The pain you left me
Was intolerable
That I decided to deceive it with happiness

Where I found the freedom
Of loving myself

Haven't seen you for awhile now, moon.
Wanted to share so many things with you but afraid it's not the right time.

Fck feelings,
take me out from here,
death.

I wonder how it feels to be loved by your own dad.

Everyone deserves to be happy but
Not everyone will achieve happiness.
Some will die, some will achieve it but not in the way the person wants.

I write when I have no one to turn to.
I draw when no one understands my words.
I walk when the place has nothing great to offer anymore.

I feel lonely and miserable
Little by little my feelings fall apart
Maybe someday, I might not feel anything at all
Wanted to know why am I like this
Where did I go wrong?  
Why,  why,  why?

I'm in the class,
Listening to my lecturer's story.
Outside is raining heavily
And I start thinking...
Wondering where could the first drop of the rain be when it starts to rain?
How the rainbow has so many colours while the cloud is only blue?
And why the sun is always alone while the moon is accompanied by the stars?
I always wondering about thing around me
But then, I tell myself,
That sometimes, things are better left unanswered.

Why is it so hard for you to love someone?
Is it a sin?
I guess you're too scared to love.
I can promise you that I will be loyal but you keep on pushing me away.
I would wait for you if you asked me to.
Is loving someone, a hard thing to do?
I'm getting tired day by day.
Waiting needs patience but
There's not much patience left in me.