You my dear are my
Beautiful Distaster
Your beauty bounds me
But you are a tornado through my soul

I'm done
I'm done with this life that I live
Im done with everyone around me
Im done with people critizing me for how I feel
I'm done breathing
I'm done living

We live in the slaughter house of our minds
We fight the war that rage inside our eyes
We see the fear that only builds inside

You know those demons under your bed?
They are actually in your head
They wait for u to realize
You are hanging by a thread
Wish you may
And
Wish you might
Luckily I'm going to die tonight

Do u ever wonder why we live
Why we have
Feelings
Thoughts
Cares
If in the end we are all made to die

Memories like rain in my mind
Drip, drip , drip
Over and over
Do you remember when your mom left? Well, of course! It's just another rain drop falling down my cheek you created
Everytime you ask me a question about my past
Your just creating a rain drop and maybe one day with all those "raindrops" I can keep them in a jar

As I roam these empty halls
Wondering when the world will fall
I see your smile
And my day just got a little brighter

As I stare out my window
I look over the edge
I whisper to myself
I'm already dead

Its weird, when I feel my scars, I feel safe.

What have I become?
What will I feel when I load this gun
Ready to die because of free will
Not wanting to live
So I swallow this pill
Of reality
Make the decision
Now or never
Bye bye world
Guess I knew better
Than living with this hollow feeling
So give me the gun
I'm done with living

Why do we say good always wins
Does that mean the demons we are fighting in our minds are good
Does that mean the voice that tells me I should die is right
If good always wins then why do we commit suicide
Why do we bully
Why do we treat people the way we do
Why
Please
Tell
Me
Why
We
Say
This

Life
As if its a game
Each move
Each breathe
Everything
Can mean
Nothing or everything
Life
As if its a game
Knowing........
I can never win

That arrow on the compass 
Says I'm too lost
To be found
As I wander
all I want 
Is to drown

As I look out my window and wonder why everything is a lie,
Why everything has to die, all I want to do is cry!
life is a crazy ride, by if you can survive, it will only eat you alive

He cuts
They don't see
He screams
They don't hear
He tries
They only push him farther
He dies
They don't care

I sit and I watch
Waiting for your return
In a big carriage
If I must die waiting
Then waiting I will die

I stare in te distance
Hoping to see your
Wonderful face
But you never cease to exist

I die Knowing love never comes
The big carriage only takes it away
So I sit and I wait for the

We are all untitled
We Amy have jobs
Or go to school
But we are all untitled
Yes we have a name
An a date
Be we are all untitled
Yes but we are all mundanes who look for a title that dosent exist

I lied
I told them to be happy
When I most certainly was not
I told them that things always get better
When I doubt they ever will
I told them to always have hope
When I lost all mine
I told them everyone is beautiful
When I feel ugly all the time
I told them to always stay strong
When I'm slowly breaking as days go by

I see you
And
You see me
Right then
I realize
There are no happy endings
You look
At me
I look
At you
Sometimes I
Think
Were we the perfect two

He smiles
She cries
He wants to help her
She only denies
He tried
She only pushed him away
He fell in love with her
She fell in love with him
He dies not knowing
She dies hoping
Immortality is key

Rain or shine
As days go by
I wonder why
Life is a lie

This world we live in is so cruel
This world we live in is so judgmental
Can't I have a life without your say
Can i have peace just let me lay
I don't need forgiveness
I just need to be loved
I need to be happy