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Mazen Edlibi Mar 2016
You were not "Pain in the Axx!"
I was myself.....!
I was the person that not always seen!
I was myself....!
I was dancing with the Darkness of the Night!
Feeling the warmth of you when you are near me!
Feeling your hand squeezing hard, and I was smiling!
I was myself...!
Enjoying the company with excuses that makes you laugh loud!
"Seriously"..."Technically" I was Crazy, Little Mazen, Gentle!
I was thinking of those feelings around and inside me!
I felt the night and its corners...
I felt something in your eyes... I felt That Question!
"How on earth, you are not "Pain in Axx"?
                                             Simply.....
I'm not... I want only to live simple life with no complication!
This is me!
For you My Little S.... Night Rider! :)
Mazen Edlibi Mar 2016
She said...
Don't fall in "Love" with me!
I told her..
What did you see in me? What do you want from me!
She said...
Be with me!!!...
I told her...
Why me! Why now!
She let me listen with her to "All of Me"!
She sent me somewhere full of perfect and imperfections...
And she still asking...
Don't fall... and I'm the Fallen!
She request me no "to fall in love with her"... she was so fierce and courage more than me and what i've said above was to myself and didn't  say anything to her except yes! I wasn't courage as she was!
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
Sorry "Love"....I'm not after you anymore...
I let you took my emotions...
I let you painted by spirit with your feelings...
I gave you the freedom t kiss my spirit with new pulses...
I let you "Love" every corner inside me...
I feel I need to explore other territories than
You..."Love"...
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
I miss the logic in you!
            I miss the craziness in me around you!
I miss.......
The smell in you and from you!
The unsaid words inside your eyes!
The smile of that little child inside you!
Strange....
I'm in my bed lonely with my lonely blanket warming my lost in the silence of the night!
Clearing my packages to fit when light rises in the next day!
When love is not served anymore on the table!
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
When the Book ended before the First Chapter is written!
When "Love" not served anymore on the table!
When Words are seen as Sad as Scary!
Then...
We shouldn't go further with our emotions!
That is the...
Deal!
Shortcut to "LoVe" or Way out of "LoVe"
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
Love...Like being on diet and can't have a fudge Brownie!
Love....Like having the feeling of being in no where and going out of it to another nowhere...
Love....Like sipping a bit of water after being thirsty for ages, and that bit was not meant to be for you...
Love...Like a forbidden feeling that not allowed to access or come across...
Looking forward her asking about me and what i wrote...
But...!!
Does it lead to anywhere?
Or
It is still a nowhere and i'm still in the middle of mystic fog, and no right for me except clearing my way to find where my feet are leading me to..
it is like a mirage!
When the time about to give up everything a let everything go....
Mazen Edlibi Feb 2016
I declared today..that... I will stop...
I will put things on the shelf...
I will dance my Last Dance with my words to you on those papers...
With all my happiness and sadness, I'll stay behind the scene of Love writing its plot without being on the stage....
Without asking fate or destiny to give me the role of lover..the role of Hero!
I give it a try and couldn't tolerate the distance...!
I give it a chance and I felt the time is not with me...is not my alliance..!
I felt I'm the silent and mysterious composer!
I'm sorry...
I loved my moments with you...
I hate my time without you...
But...
It is the time to...
Calm down
&
Carry on...Alone!
or
Deeply alone!
When leaving things behind became the only gift left for me!
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