Mid-spring in Holland
I was strolling on the meadow
Filled with tulips and daffodils
Till the sunset
There came my shadow

Dancing were the trees
To the autumn breeze
I lay down on the soft grass
While watching the sky
As the songbirds fly

A heavenly feeling it is
To be here in paradise
Where beauty never dies
Still, it makes no sense
Without your presence

This nirvana would be nothing
Without you beside me
While counting the stars
And wondering what the galaxy holds
For you're the only one I see

Lie down with me
Let's watch the maple leaves fall
Just to have you in my arms
In this serenity
I'd give you all

"What if he'll break your heart?" My best friend asked.

"What if your heart shatters down into pieces and you don't know what to do anymore?"  My sister asked.

"What if someday, I will hurt you?" He asked.

"I don't have a heart."
I replied.

i loved every single thing about him. all those moments with him, of course, have already been betided. i desired to repeat the past but i don't behold the possibility.

i have ascertained that he had to scoot away from me. it made me feel woebegone. my fragile heart shattered into pieces. everything i saw bedimmed my mind.

he was my everything. he made me experience transcendence which brought my hopes up high. he just left without any farewells; i was too attached to him.

why did he leave without stating any motive? how could i move on? what would my life look like without his presence? will i persist loving another person?

i guess that i have to carry on. life goes on even though he has vanished. i deserve someone better. yet, it's the juncture to let go.