The world so cold
I feel so lost inside
My heart has no love or warmth
The tears torn my soul apart.
I will never be good enough in the light u see
The negative words over come you
The wind hits my face
I am playing the hand that was dealt
You don t see the dreams just a false image that blocks the sun
I wasn' t never ment shine in your eyes
Look above and take this pain away
I am man an outsider looking in

Don t mask yourself with lies and hurtful words. Bring people up rather then down. Look within your self before you judge. The words you say can casue more pain then bullet to the heart. The negative words you say is likes cancer that never goes way.

The thoughts of  love in the air

I wait for the day to kiss Ur lips
I wait for the  day to hold you close and  never let goo
I wait and hope for this love to grow
Fill my broken heart with warmth
The idea of hold hands walking with the idea love in the airtouches my soul
The sound of Ur voice turns the darkest days into light
I dream of the day to fill ur heart and see that smile thatturns cold winters into summer nights
Wipe the tears away warm the heart of the loved that waslost
If this love is dream don t wake me up.

I fail get back up
My heart keeps going in this battle
My heart so broken
Where is the glue to put  it back together
A  mistakes of kindness is my  weakness
I wish i didn't  have to care and walk alone
I have my eyes on you
I wish the battle was over
I just want hold you tight
I just want look deep into eyes
It so hard being in this battle looking for love
i wake  up see the stars as my heart beats for the warmth of another
A battle to find love in lost world that love is forgotten .

I am complex
A  heart torn apart but not broken
My kindness is my weakness
I always aim for change
I battle so much in my life
The tears burn my skin
I  dream of love in  a cold world
I am love or hate me but to love me is too see my soul
I am judged by many but many don't  see  the image which is me
I not from any other mold
i am coconut looking for  his tree
This is me a  nut shell stuck in this dream which is me

My words are lost with no place go
I walk alone on this path alone
You never saw the good in me but   look at the past
Your judgmental ways are so blind by who u are
My heart is broken with no place to  go
The tears burn my soul with hope that u will change
The words u say cut my skin , cover my body with blood.
I look to be better and aim to see the world with an open heart
I don t want look on past but today is now and hope is lost

I wish I could change
The time will stop
I feel alone left in world no one understands me
I am me  this who I am
My heart bleeds I  keep going
The tears stain my skin
The hope is where the stars  shine
My cloudy day looking for my sun
I feel in moment  my heart becomes more cold
The warmth is of another
A  hand to hold as we walk
I am just complex heart looking for the warmth of another
The brick walls are there for reason