its a wonder how life fell into place so perfect with it's imperfections. life is a perfect imperfection. you are perfect the way you are. its just that side of you who has a tight grip on you right now, learn to let go and live on. its hard but we will get through it together. we do not have to forget. in fact remembrance is the perfect thing to have. think of the good times to lead you into greater times. we can fix that broken wing and have you flying here soon. it could be a while but it is worth it in the end. a life is so angelic and fragile. it comes with enemies, wars, and madness, sometimes even destruction. that should not stop us from rebuilding the new. for some weird reason, we are here to become strong. I think we are here to be strong because something greater is waiting on the other side. EVERYONE is strong. our thoughts get the best of us sometimes but that is what makes us human. no one ever said life would be easy. all that you can do is grip onto it and never let go. you don't have to feel pain. EXCELCIOR. take all that emotion and turn it into something beautiful. be a guide to someone else. everyone is worth a life here on earth. everyone is worth something special to someone. you make life happen to some people and later on down the road you will eventually meet life again. that is when you get to call this world your home is when you become apart of it. its our jobs to be here.

3... 2... 1...
Life is fear.
It is our jobs to get over that fear.
As we raise our heads high like our spirits
And start taking steps,
You will get there.
Everyone is given a chance to get there,
Don't ignore it.
You don't have to master the step.
You just have to be apart of it.
I'll hold your hands through apart of it,
But you can't be afraid to walk alone sometimes.
There will be obsticles, you can get over them.
Nothing in this world, is going to tell you that you cannot live to be happy.
If anything is telling you that you are afraid to let go, it's lieing.
Prove your thoughts wrong, because one day you will get mind blown with happiness.
All those thoughts will leave you and you become you again.
All we have to do is take this step.
I'm stepping, are you coming with me?
We will find out, 1... 2... 3...

Why does life have to be like this all i wanted was for us to be perfect. And Im not girl for greed but ****, why do i feel so worthless? I know not to question life instead i give you my advise. And life, i have to live it. I can answer all these questions but in life i aint apart of it. I cant live like this. Im even tryin. Inside that part that got lit is now dieing. Laid infront of me is dreams, and i feel like they liein. Theres never been a time I've felt so alone, in my own **** body, that my skin layers left me in bones And now im crying I want for tomorrow i dont wake up I'll through my life away like old make up. I dont know. I don't need it anymore. My hearts broken, torn, lost, and sore. An for a long time I have lived with some *******, living bored. Having fun but hurting, that's for sure.

It's not about what it makes you,
It's about what you make it.
Getting fare does not mean ****.
Being happy does so do not fake it.

you are tearing my life apart like a part was missing.
as if I never had a heart.
I was only so smart till my life darted and twisted.
I was once a piece of art
when I didn't need that assistance.
and as it goes,
life tightfisted and listed what a suicide could be.
it drawled out the name and I had saw that it was me,
and I was on my hands and knees yelling and begging that it please not me.
"NOT ME PLEASE!"
that's when my life was gone and I could no longer see.
sometimes that's just how cold blooded life can be and to me I wont wake up tomorrow to see what another day could bring.
'cause I've had it with life and all these insecurities.