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Josiah Wilson Nov 2013
Why don't you just
Rip out my ******* heart
While you stand there
Just watch me fall apart

Why don't you just
Tell me what I need
Instead of laughing
While I bruise and bleed

Why don't you just
End this here and now
Applaud your great work
Then stand and take a bow

Instead you just
Look on as I die
Collapsing again
As I'm screaming why
Josiah Wilson Nov 2013
This poison
Is coursing through my veins
And I need to get it out
Because it's driving me insane

I'm angry
I need to yell and shout
Because the world can never know
What this is all about

I am a walking disaster
Destroying everyone
That does their best to come after
And fix this mess I am

I am strangely empty inside
But angry, full of doubt
I've got nowhere I can hide
As they fight to get out

I poison
Everyone around me
No matter what I do
Why can't you look and see

That this
Is
Me
Josiah Wilson Nov 2013
Dark and dreary
So depressed
My mind in shambles
My room a mess

I need to get
This through my head
But I'm just lying
On my bed

No energy
Or will to live
I have nothing
Left to give

So please,
don't leave me here
Please
© Josiah Wilson
Josiah Wilson Oct 2013
I love to dream
'Cause when I sleep
it just seems
That life is so much simpler

And you're with me
I see you smile
So wonderfully
For a moment, I am happy

For in my mind
The world is right
And I can find
You, always there right by my side
Josiah Wilson Oct 2013
That feeling I get
When he's there
Taking your attention
You've got none left to spare

Makes me want to scream
To the sky
How much I want him
Just to go away and die

Because he is
Everything I hate
And he knows it
He thinks that he's so great

But I just want to
Smash his face in
With
A really
Big
Rock
Josiah Wilson Oct 2013
Slit my wrists
What happens next?
The blood drips down
On to my desk

The pain feels sharp
Inside my mind
It clears my eyes
No longer blind

The world is clear
I'm able to see
How people can show
Such cruelty

Why stay here?
There's nothing left
And nobody cares
About my death

So I deepen the cuts
Lean back in my chair
And fade away
'Cause I don't care
Josiah Wilson Oct 2013
X
X marks the spot where the blood bleeds out
So silent and thick, without even a shout
A man falls to a floor, so lifeless within
And worn on his face is a small depressed grin

He took his own life on this dark, dreary day
Now his spirit has flown somewhere far away
And his body lies cold on this hard, ***** ground
With nobody to mourn, for nobody's around

No rest will he have, because his soul is ******
To wander forever in the grey realm of man
But better, he thinks, 'tis to suffer this curse
Then to live one more day on this cruel, heartless earth
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