I never believed before
For so very long
That karma was real
But I guess I was wrong

'Cause some of the things
I did in the past
Came right back around
And bit me in the ***

And all of the lies
And the things that I said
Are making me wish
That I could just be dead

All the things that she knows
And the **** that I did
Knocked me down flat
And sent me through a skid

I left blood on the pavement
I hit hard and fast
Because karma's a *****
And I'm caught in the blast

So I'm lying here broken
Scraped, bleeding, and bruised
Crying on the ground
Feeling so abused

I imagine
That glint in your eyes
And that teasing smile
'Cause you have a surprise

I imagine
Your laugh ringing out
When I tell you a joke
No matter what it's about

I imagine
That we almost touch
And that tingly feeling
Is almost too much

I imagine
That you're here with me
We can do whatever
And I make you happy

I imagine
A lot of things
But you're so far
Away from me

You know
You've hurt me so much I cry
You know
Sometimes I just can't get by

And I wish
You were dead
That you never
Came up in my life

You know
That I gave all that I had
And you know
That you make me feel so bad

Like I failed you
And I've never ever
Been good enough

So tonight
I'm saying *******
I'm walking out of here with head held high
'Cause tonight
I'm getting drunk
So I don't remember how you say hi

Because you made
Me feel ecstatic
And like I was amazing
But now I'm
Absolutely nothing
So *******, and everything you were

Because
I'm good enough
Without you
Sorry
But I'm good
So I guess, this is my last adieu.

I think that I'm
Addicted
To this emptiness inside
To this secret pain of mine

Because I don't
Feel happy
I've got all I want
But it's all a front

Because I want to feel sad
I want to be mad
At the way I'm shut out
Of everyone's groups

And when I'm empty
I feel complete

I'm caged in
By these thoughts of you
So many things
I wish I could do

But you, you're holding me back

You're so young
So ******* immature
Seems like my life
Is passing in a blur

'Cause you, you're holding me back

I'm leaving now
Throwing away my key
This is the last
You'll ever see of me

Now you, you won't be holding me back

Don't say goodbye
I'm not listening to you
'Cause you and me
We're done and through

You cry and plead
And you're driving me mad
I can't even think
Of all the good times we had

See, this is why
I'm leaving you
So get a grip
You always knew

That you, you were holding me back

Death come quickly, take me now
I lay here cold, sweat on my brow
I have failed
I can't go on
Please take me
I'm unworthy

Death come quickly to my bed
Take these dread thoughts from my head
I can't do this
I'm far too weak
Please bring me peace
This sweet release

Death come quickly, end this life
End my struggles, end my strife
I've tried so hard
But all for naught
Please lay me down
Far underground

Those in glass houses
Shouldn't throw stones
But I never cared
Let's break a few bones

Let's shatter these windows,
And smash through the wall
I'll throw the first stone
And I'll break it all

Entropy happens,
So let's speed it up
Let go the fury
As it erupts

Now there's no stopping
This avalanche rolls
Now stand here and watch
As the rush takes it toll.