Janie Hobby: Poems

2:22 A.M.

Janie Hobby Oct 2017

It's 2:22 in the morning.
I am sitting here thinking.
I am thinking of you.
Our mushy little texts we would send.
Our kisses we'd share on my front porch.
I am sitting here remembering everything we had been through.
That night our family argued.
I thought I'd never see you again.
That day I snuck you into my house.
That was our last day.
I cherish it, I cherish you.
I will never forget the memories.
I will never forget you.

#love #sad #heartbreak #broken #imissyou #iloveyou #comeback #ineedyou #hannah #hbsm

If I Could Go Back

Janie Hobby Oct 2017

If I Could Go Back

If I could go back in time
I'd go back to September 4th, 2017
If I could go back in time
I'd stop you from leaving
If I could go back in time
I'd set my mind straight
If I could go back in time
I'd make there be no meaning to that date
If I could go back in time
I'd protect you from my mistakes
If I could go back in time
We'd still be together till this day;

#neverending #lovestory #breakup #sad #imissyou #iloveyou #foreverandalway #hannah #hbsm #september4

Love Tragedy

Janie Hobby Oct 2017

Love Tragedy

As I look up to the moon, I remember your dying face.
You're the only thing I can not ever replace.
Why does it have to end like this.
Left without a kiss.
We where supposed to be like a movie.
Instead it ended up as a tragedy.
I wish you had survived.
Now I hurt so bad because it should have been me that died.

I wrote this in 2014, please enjoy

#love #tragedy #dying #death #died #die #beauty #ugly #sad #gone

My love

Janie Hobby Sep 2014

My love

your beautiful voice, your minty breath
everything about you is perfect.
your sweet kisses, your soft laughter
it gets my heart beating faster and faster.
your **** smile, your kind heart
it makes me fear that one day we will be apart.
just know, girl, wherever you are
you will always be my rock star.
even though we can't truely be together
i'll be here for you forever

What is love

Janie Hobby Oct 2017

What is love

What is love?
Love is knowing it won't last
What is love?
Love is dreading each day without her.
What is love?
Love is suffocating on the familiar scent of her perfume.
What is love?
Love is crying yourself to sleep every excruciating night without her
What is love?
Love is listening to the same song over and over again because it was our song.
What is love?
Love is wondering if she even cared at all.
What is love?
Love is trying not to fall apart even though there is nothing left to hold onto.
What is love?
I don't know, but I know she is the love of my life but she will never be mine again.

#love #hate #heartbreak #sad #imissyou #alone #whatislove #ineedyou #i #miss

Writers Block

Janie Hobby Nov 2017

Writers Block

What do I write about?
  Should I still write about you?
Should I write about my heartache?
And the pain you put me through?
Give me something to write about?
Should I write about our history?
about the arguments between us?
The glory you felt above me?
I need something to write about
Should I speak of your manipulative ways?
The way you would blame I
Your mistakes became mine
it made it all a lie

#writersblock #writers #block #manipulate #heartache #argue #blame #history #hannah #hbsm

You

Janie Hobby Oct 2017

You

I adore you
I worship you
I want you
I need you
I taste you
I feel you
I hear you
I kiss you
I touch you
I feel you
I miss you
no more

#moveon #move #on #love #breakup #heartbreak #sad #broken

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