I want to hide.
Hide from it all.
No more computers, No more people.
I want to be all alone,
Just thinking.
This world can be a beautiful place,
But we decide to focus on the bad.
So I want to hide, hide, hide.

i don't like people
questioning me
looking at me
quizzically
trying to figure me out

don't

there's no rhyme
to my reason
no "aha" moments
to be had

for...
there's no book
more open
nothing more readable
than me

so...
if you want to get to know me

just be

eventually
we'll find each other.

Is it so bad that, this could be a movie?

I’m stuck in between
A nightmare
And lost dreams.
Caught in a place
I couldn’t have even dreamed.
Stuck in a sea of my own tears,
Burnt from the lingering touch you left on my skin.
Skin etched with only your name,
The stains of blood all over my sheets.
Dreams I’ve had for years,
All shattered with 4 simple words.
“I don’t love you.”
“I never wanted you.”
“I’m with her now.”

I dont know  if
I am either
falling apart
ore
falling in love
I´ve brought my own
torch to the darkness
and stayed awake
despite your madness
I dont know if
I am either
falling in love with you
ore with myself

I can't sleep anymore
      If only everything
               was the same.

Intoxicated with madness
I'm inlove with my sadness