my muscles will ache with the change in the weather
just promise me we'll stay together
buried in this room
the light shining through
nothing disturbing us
just me
and you

and when there's almost no memory that will remain
with the harsh sting of 80 proof
running poison through your veins,
all i wish to be is your drunken text
because my name on your tongue is all you had left

i woke up with a pain in my chest
the trials and tribulations of last night
worn like a scar on my arm
freshly sliced and roughly stitched

i woke up with a pain in my chest
the soft curves of your lips
against the hard lines of your jaw
the only thing i could focus on
when my eyes closed slightly

i woke up with a pain in my chest
when i cough
and my voice is hoarse from the screams
words of malice slicing through the air
and calling after you once you walked

i woke up with a pain in my chest
because you ripped through it
when you shut that door

i woke up with a pain in my chest
because you are no longer mine

you left us
nearly two weeks ago
and all i can say i've learned from this
is that life is unfair
and takes the best people
when we least expect it

never again will i hear the sound of your laugh
or see the raising of your eyebrow
when you hear a silly joke

i don't know where you are now
but i hope you're happy
i hope the constant supply
of black crown is enough to keep you sane
and i hope you hear our silent prayers to you

because we all miss you
your soul was so warm and kind
even though you thought
you couldn't be loved by a single soul

everyone loved you
i am not the only one who will miss your laugh
and your smile
and your kind nature

we are all broken

maybe again
i'll see you
hear you
laugh with you

i don't know the exact spot where the sun
meets the horizon
but i think
that's where i'll find you

my soul is aching
for the loss of my friend
i can't stand the hole in my chest
afflicted by this travesty
called your death