This letter I write to myself.*

Accept it. It's over, and it's never happening again. Did you really expect it to work out? Did you really think lives change for the better that fast? Did you really think you wouldn't **** up?

You always expect too much from people. You believe in the kind nature of humanity not realizing it only exists in a select few. You have to stop being so naive.

You knew she was too good to be true. Sometimes it's wise to listen to reason instead of the heart. The heart is a selfish entity that tends to take us down uncertain paths that, mostly, end in pain.

Well, now it's time to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and move on to the next path. It'll all be better before we know it.

Under the rain, a man shouts,
"I'm sorry! I never wanted things to be this way" he says.

The girl replies, "I know you never wanted it to end up like this. Me, leaving."

With panic, the guy closes his eyes and checks. He notices the sound of the rain, the never ending crashing noises of the horns around these two people intertwined by fate. Lastly, he notices her heart. This once beautiful place has now turned into a deserted wasteland filled with nothing.

He starts trembling as he opened his mouth, " I love you." Slowly rolled off his tongue as tears started rolling down his eyes.

"I never wanted to hurt you. I was weak, with all my demons inside of me. I tried hiding them all from you and put on a show. A show that would fool you into believing that I was alright. That never did I feel defeated. That no matter what, I'd walk across the storm for the both of us, but I became tired. Mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted from the expectations of this trash world. I'm sorry that I was not strong enough to carry both of us on my back alone. I'm sorry...."

She slams her feet against the floor and as water droplets started flying up she shouts, " You were never alone. I was always there beside you. It's just that you were too busy looking forward that you weren't even able to check the people who are traveling with you. The people that care about you. Which is why you'll always be alone." As tears running down her face, she leaves the man sprawled on the cold, wet floor.

Time we have been together
All come back to me now.
I don’t want to go away
But you left me no choice.
The places we visited
The nights we spent in each other’s arms
The movies we watched
The gifts we exchanged
The parties we rocked together
The promises we made
The tight hugs
The passionate kisses
The songs we sang together
The tough times
The happy moments
All are coming back to me.
I wonder whether
It is the day of parting
Or the day of gathering?
But this is the final good bye.
But this is the final good bye.

the worst part of having a bad day
is not being able to cry it out
the day has been complete ****
all you want is to scream and yell
but you don’t feel anything
you are numb
you can’t smile cause it takes too much energy
but you can’t cry either cause you don’t feel anything
you’re just paralyzed
your heart is aching
and you can’t breathe
can I please just to cry it out the next time?

*(s.m)

Im like a dog chasing cars,
I'll never know what to do with it when i caught up with one.

saying you don't want to fall in love because you can't risk getting hurt is like saying you won't build houses because earthquakes exist