And for you, my heart swells like a new moon, It beats like the sun at 1 o’clock in the afternoon. And my blood rushes, gushes, like a warm winter shower; My eyes gleaming, like a dewy spring flower
Don't tell me I'm pretty Tell me that I'm passionate That I have drive Tell me that I make you laugh That I know how to make your day better Don't tell me I seem nice Tell me that I'm kind and compassionate Tell me that I'm not afraid to dream and to dream big Don't tell me I'm perfect Tell me the you love me despite my flaws That you want to spend the rest of your life with me Don't tell me I'm beautiful Tell me that you'll be faithful and forever true
They’ve said If you write down your problems they might disappear , Wishful thinking I tell you. She writes no one noticed She screams no one heard She’s drowning in herself no one notice her struggles she feels like she doesn’t belong not a thing going her way not a **** thing She’s too full of life too half live She’s too full of love to be half loved Her heart fighting a raw pain no one understand no one even care to notice... She’s an entire earthquake confined in her own prison of her skins bones as bars pretty flesh planted feet waiting for someone to notice the soil beneath her feet is breaking... Pretty face so perfect in every way yet no one notice the sky above her head is falling no exit doors nowhere to run she can no longer hide her pieces are falling into darkness though the lights are bright within the dark roads of a beautiful soul
three lonely words bouncing in the walls of my mind back and forth back and forth i whisper them to myself so much i almost convince myself you can hear them but when i wake up you're not in my bed and there's no messages on my phone so i continue with my day my heart sinking lower and lower and the three lonely words turn into an echo
Reasons you loved me were now the things I wanted to change.
Out of all things, you used my vulnerabilities against me.
Kindness was used as a weakness, but you were too. My love was taken for granted.
Even though I still loved you for a while afterwards i finally realized my worth.
Not only was i broken, but i was growing. And the new me was glowing. And the part of my life without you i just couldn't wait to show it. My confidence was my new strength and I had you to thank.