Yours was only a hand, delicate and gentle.
Mine was only a waist, never pampered by touch or love.
It was but a silly heart, pounding against my chest.
It was only a kiss, under the stars, in the pouring moonlight.

keep those words inside
for fear that you might ruin
what's already yours

Damaged beyond control. Turning to the blade and the bottle. Torn and withered he falls to his knees. Looking to God and asking why, while begging please. Asking for forgiveness and a saving grace. Lost in the world and in love looking for his place. Then one day a girl caught his eye, and seemed to stop his breath. Just one glance took away the sorrow until none was left. Was this the angel he so desperately needed, the one God sent after he pleaded. A miracle to his life, someone he envisioned as a wife. She looked at him like no other and filled the dark created by his mother. With every kiss, and every touch he couldn't say I love you enough. Stroking her face, rubbing her head and holding her tight, hazing at her eyes for hours every night. His soul has been found and his heart filled with joy, a girl named Miracle reached in the dark and found a boy. They grew and grew, loved, cried, made love. The stars shined bright for these two from the heavens above. A miracle occurred in an unlikely place all by a girl named Miracle and one look at her beautiful face.

I wrote you a love letter today,

If you listen close enough
You'll hear the gentle drumming of my heart beat
Inside the envelope.

Don't drop it.
Open it gently.

Inside you will find
Chemical solutions, black
Ink on a page, a heavy handed mass
Of words, slotted carefully between each other,
Lines saturated in love.
Hand crafted works of art
An attempt to articulate and communicate
The fires you send swimming through
My veins, the tsunamis you send
Tripping of my tongue.

Scribbled confessions of just how much my body aches for your touch.

Don't drop it.
Open it gently.

It is yours.
It has always been yours.
I have always been yours.

I remember the moment I saw you. I remember thinking, "Wow, he's cute." When you first opened your mouth, your voice was wonderful. When we had our first conversation and you made me smile way too much. I remember when we decided to grab a coffee and I couldn't contain my thoughts, ha what's new. I remember how straight up I was, " You're very attractive." And how straight up you were right back, " Wow really, I think you're really attractive too." The cute smiles that were then exchanged. When you tied my shoes and I called you doll face and you hated it. When we saw each other the next day and couldn't contain our flirtatious smiles. When you gave me a ride home and told me you'd pick me up at 6. We were going out for pizza. When you arrived and waited at my doorstep. Smiling right as we saw each other. I remember when we got lost trying to find the pizza place. "Left?" "No right!" We were a mess, but a cute mess. We jammed to some music, did a little dancing and lots of laughing. We ate pizza. Probably too much pizza. And again I couldn't contain my words, and we ended up saying how distracting the other was. We laughed at how straightforward of a person I was. Then we grabbed a coffee, and I invited you back over. We got to my house. Sat there. And talked. Talked about life. Talked about random pointless things. Talked about us. 2 hours passed, we had spent the whole day together. We took cute pictures and funny videos, and yet we didn't get tired of each other, I actually wished you would have stayed longer. I remember the next day was the last day Id see you. It was a day I knew I would dread. We spent the day together, and I remember this most vividly. A gust of wind made my hair go insane. Which made you laugh ever so hard. Then later you said, my hair looked so perfect in the wind it was like a hair model. Me being me, I of course said "with the perfect model or course" and flipped my hair completely joking with you. Until you turned to me. And said, "you are the perfect model. "I blushed and laughed and had no idea what to say. I remember how silent the car ride to take me home was, because we knew it was the last time we would be together. We didn't want to say goodbye. And somehow I managed to ask you if you wanted to come over until dinner. You looked at me and said, "Do you want me to?" Bluntly I answered, "Yes" and you said words that made me so happy, "Good because I really wanted to" I Remember you came over and we stood in the kitchen for what seemed like forever. Until you Came and stared into my eyes, I told you how cool your eyes were, and you said one of the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, "Your eyes are so blue, and they're almost as beautiful as you!" I looked at you and smiled, I remember the feeling of sadness rush over me, because this was it, we wouldn't be together again. It became dinner time. And you had to leave, we walked through the the hallway, where I had to have you in my arms. I grabbed your arm, and pulled you in. Your heart was beating amazingly fast. And it made me happy and yet so sad. I knew I was going to miss you so much. I remember you telling me how much you were going to miss me. We got to the door and I gave you one last hug, and one very final goodbye.

But now. I remember how much you probably don't miss me. How much all of that feels like a dream. Because where are you now? We don't even talk. You must have moved on, because I remember we talked everyday for weeks, and then we just stopped. I remember how much I said I was going to miss you, I was right. I miss you so much. You were so real. You were so amazing. And now you're so. Gone. And I wonder all the time, If you miss me.

I ask the Lord To be with me
as I journey through my day
it was so good to know His eye
was on me each step of the way

now I may stumble I may fall
and still he will remain
my precious friend though my failure
He keeps me safe and sane

He will be there till the end of strife
No matter where you are
He is there patiently waiting
no distance will be too far

He will reached down from heaven
with his tender hand
and show you His love
how much he really cares

Don't ever give up on his love
for he loves you and He's there
He will not allow more to happen
then what we can bear

we all have those days
when things goes wrong
to know inside our heart
we can always sing a song

he will hear your call loud or faint
and surely answer your prayer
there's never been a day I could say
my lord was never there