Hardest moments - Hello Poetry

Jan 2022

Broken Pieces

Fifteen

Depression
14. Anxiety
13. RAD
12. PTSD
11. Sleep
10. Sleep
9. Allergies
8. Dizziness
7. Eating Disorder
6. Headaches
5. Vitamins
4. Vitamins
3. Vitamins
2. Vitamins
1. Vitamins
Yet none of them seem to help

#15 #medicine #life #help #issues #illness #mental

Oct 2021

Kimberly

Cursed

I think I may have been cursed
To hold you up in a pedestal
Inlaid with silver and gold
Sharp and blinding and beautiful
I think I may have forced myself
To fix my eyes on you
That when I dare to look away
I only see black and gray
You are becoming more perfect
In the widening gap between us
I think I may have been cursed
To be the human to your sun

I am so in love with the idea of this person in my head.

Oct 2021

Broken Pieces

...

I really needed you
I thought you wanted me too
But you just ripped yourself away
Should've known you wouldn't stay

We were supposed to be perfect
But you went treated me like an object
Why is everything I do not right
Why do you always steal my light.

I saved up this love to save me
And I was happy but you couldn't let it be...

#poem #poetry #hurt #needed #lost #sad #done

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Scared Pt2

I wish I wasn't a cowered

Cause if I wasn't I could
say my true feelings for
her

But like always I'm scared
not of her saying no

Just the chances of her leaving

And that maybe weird but
that's one of by biggest fears

And I like her a lot but
this is like a battle that
I can't fight

It's confronting my dragon
that is full of my care and love

But I can't find the courage to
slay and win the day

Cause what if she has already
been saved

And all cause I am cowered and scared

I don't know what to say to her, about how really really feel

#confused #hope #work #worn #scared #poems #poetry

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Problems

I have no clue what to do anymore. Cause I have lost everybody and they don't want to hear what I have to say and that does hurt.

I guess I have no purpose anymore and I care about everyone but I don't think they do, so yeah this my life and I am living it. although I wish I had just one person to talk to but I
have lost all of that and I can't see my life doing any better than it is now.

I regret all of this and fixing this is not a alteritive

#hurt

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Mistake

I feel like I have made to many mistakes
that my heart is really going to break

I have hurt the one person I loved
and now I am only one

I am a mistake people would be better without me
cause nobody would hurt me

But I can't see if I have a future to dream

I really am feeling down and worth less cause the one person that cared the most I have hurt cause I was being a *******

#poems #heartbreak #saddness

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Blaim

I feel that all that goes wrong
is only my fault

Cause only when I am around life and people
seem to drown

I sometimes wish if I was different would
this life become any different

If I was not born would peoples life be less of
a storm

This is just saying I feel bad cause when evert bad things happen it is when I am around

#poems #life

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Alone

I think about the
word alone

Not really feeling alone
but being alone

It’s like the fear of death
just slowly carling up your neck

It impossible to escape
the darkness that it makes

I wonder if happiness is a thing
for people like me

Cause I don’t stop think about
the indispensable thing

That’s a constant ring like
birds in bight morning

I always wonder if I am going to be alone when I get older and
that happiness is something that you can find. But I feel that I may have found it but I I just don’t really know if things will happen

#love #poems #poetry #work

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Can't Say

I can't say but today maybe the day

The day I go the day I see

The loved ones be free
of me

No one will care
at least the ones that aren't here

It will be quick nothing
big

Cause what I have learned is
the words I say only cause people pain

so this is goodbye I will have to
die cause this will be the

best thing in some peoples lives

This is the last one of some more poems and thank you all for liking and try to support me. Though all of these hard things. Shout to Onesimplesoul for being someone I will always remember and darkskies and I am sorry

#sorry #death #sould #work

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Trying

I am trying

trying to stay a live

to try and in joy my life

it's just hard when people

are always being a guard

every time I am good

something is miss understanding

and I can say this cause

I am living with it first handed

Life is getting harder and harder to want to live. But I will try my best to move on from this

#work #peace #soul #heart #poems #life

Oct 2021

CrackedMoonboy

Dad

One thing I never had
was a kind dad

I wish a lot that I could’ve
But as I ponder over the
thought

And realize that without that
I would be the teen I am today

But like most boys
I still wish to have a dad

That wouldn’t hurt or hit me as bad
and that would be there for me

Cause my life hasn’t been easy
but I am thankful for those who
we’re there

In the times of darkness but I can’t stop

THINK WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE TO HAVE A KIND
DAD?

I have never had many great experiences with my dad and I wish things could change.

#hurt #soul #loneliness #dad #poems #life #teen #tragedy