People eventually leave
Previously, I used to grieve
Wonder how people just
Enter and exist
Like they never cherish
The time we spent
Together

Now I realize
It's the way of life
The moment that comes
and goes
And nothing stays
the same

Early Sunday morning
I woke up
To see your message
Barely open my eyes
I read
Your text
And smile
Not the morning person
But I would love
To see sunrise
With you
By my side

The worst fight
Is the one
Against feeling
The more you keep resisting
The more it grows deeper

One-sided feeling
One-sided thought
Feel like a tool
I'm only a fool

What could hurt most
Are those in your mind
You are your own
Worst enemy

And you are out of line

Have you seen the moon
I wish you can see it too
Probably look at it the same time
As I do
Then somehow
We could be together
Even we're miles away

Let it go
Bury
Dig deep
Leave it behind

Feeling
Not wanted
Abandoned
Haunting

Unwanted
Not granted
Give it away
Wasted

Think
Remember
So that you won't
Suffer

I do not know
How many miles away
We are so far
From each other

Different time
Different place
My mind now
Is like a maze

I'm trapped
In my own thought
Can't seem to find
The way out

Missing someone
Is bitter
You long for their presence
Wish they would show up

But all you can do
Is keep missing
And hoping
They would feel
The same way, too

Picking up the phone
To see none notification
Put it back down
Wondering what you might be doing

Don't know exactly what I want
But I am sure I want to talk
To you
About nothing

So
Would you like
To talk
To me, too
About nothing
Or everything
I don't mind

Heart is wild
Stubborn
And selfish

It wants
What it wants
Without second thought
Of consequences

It hurts
When it gives away
Its feeling
To the void

But it never learns
About the past
It keeps going
Oh wild, wild heart

You're everywhere in my mind
And I have to distract myself
From repeating your existence
With all the music
That, sadly, also reminds me of you

Even the lyrics isn't related
My mind finds a way
To slip you in
And urge the heart
To crave you more

Maybe
Maybe my body wants to be awake
Waiting for you
And when you finally text me
I can just rush to my phone
Be happy
And sigh to the end of the hours
That I've been
Waiting
For you

I am clingy
I try not to be
But how can you help yourself
Not to be
Close to the one
You love

Right in front of me
All I ever wanted
So close
Yet so far
Unreachable
As if I am
invisible
to
you

Knowing you is like playing with fire
Dangerous
Yet alluring
Suffocating

Greedy
For your presence

A piece of me crushed
Withered
Growing
Expanding

Sometimes I want to stop
Yet I keep going back to you

Like a flame
Eternally
Burning
Inside the chest

Can't control
Can't contain

The cause
Of the flame
Is far
Far away

And I don't think
The cause knows
What it has done

Ignite
Burn
Spread
All over

No sight of ending
Unless
The cause
Returns
And pour its water
To this burning yearning heart

I wish your departure be like the moon
Then I'll know you will come back soon
But as of the situation now
My sky is full of dark cloud
Blind the universe away
Leave me in disarray

Distance is noticed
Shattered heart
can't cure it back
to
one
whole
piece

Every hour
I wait

Staring at the phone
Blankly
I wait

You said "tomorrow"
I wait

Go to sleep
With hope
For "tomorrow"
I wait

Sadly
We all know
That "tomorrow"
Never comes

Goodbye night
Quiet a while
Morning thought
Precious time

Morning dream
I have heard
May come true
And It was
About you

Wish to be where you are
Having funny convo
Laugh along
Not living this far

It hurts to see you there
And I am here
When all I want
Is to be near

I wish
To sing you lullaby
Let you lay your head
On my lap
Slowly sinking
Into darkness
While I remind you
How lovely you are
How I appreciate
Your presence
How I see you in everything
And how you bring
Aurora
To my sky

Out of sight
Out of mind

Maybe not

Whenever I close my eyes
I always find you there
In every corners of my mind
You're everywhere

I'm dreaming of your hands on my body
Feeling me gently
Softly
Passionately

Breathing
Heavily
Irresistibly

Heart­
Racing fast
And getting
Faster

Don't stop now

Make us closer
Than ever

Make me feel
How much you love me
With your touch

Make me feel
How it's like to be loved
How it's like to be in love
And receive love
In return

Make
Me
Yours

There was once a wild flower
Grew in the meadow
Among other beautiful flowers
The wild flower wondered
If anyone could recognize her

She stood among others
Yet she felt lonely
Hoped to be recognized
Someday

One day
There was a cloud
Passed by the area
Where she lived
The cloud dropped a single rain to her

"Hi"
Said he

She turned to him

"Hi"
She replied

And that was when their story began

He recognized her among other thousand flowers
He watered her
Brought her back to her freshness
And to her own beauty

She lived her life more alive than she ever thought she could be

But one day
Here came the storm
Blocked them away

She tried to reach him
But he was too far

He tried to reach her
But he couldn’t understand how could he get pass the storm

And that’s when she started to feel small
More than ever

As if a part of her had been stolen
As if a part of her had died

"Will I see you again"
She thought, looked down at her palm which was now…
Withered
Her petals loose
She tried to hold on
Yet it was hard to remember
How it was like
To live alone
Since moments were created
And shared
Between her
And him

It was hard
To sleep
At night
When your mind kept trying to remind you of someone
Who was a part
Of your
Memory

I want to
As much
As I don't
I don't know
Exactly
What I want
Sometimes I want
What seems to be
Devil, as I see
But who knows
It could match
The devil
In me

Another 3am
Another night
Can't sleep
I'm wide awake

Can't stop the thought
Can't win this fight
How can I rest
My mind tonight

It's all about you
You are everywhere
Every corners
Here and there

I want to free myself from you
But, yeah right
It's hard to do

Once people in
They won't be out
So choose carefully
Who you want to keep

You own my thought
Occupy my mind
Think I don't let you
But my heart compels

I'm not asking much
Just once a day
Think of me
Think of how I would be
Doing in a certain moment

It doesn't cost much, right
Don't wish to be your morning thought
Or midnight dream
Just think of me
At least
Once

Listen
to this
My heart
is aching
It calls out
your name
Whole day
I thought
of you
Whole day
I asked
myself
about you
Whole day
you were
in my mind
Listen
and tell me
if it's not
too late
for me
to confess
that I
long for your humour
your laugh
your Hello
your presence
I think
you already
lost interest
in me
BUT
I would say it
anyway
that
I lo-

I never knew
How it's like
To be loved
Until you came
And brought a zoo
Of butterflies
To my stomach

I thought of you
I think of you
And I will be
Thinking of you

Isn't it amazing
How one can stay forever
In our mind
And memory

Only a peek
Of your photo
Can make me go
Quite like crazy

I wonder how it works
How you trigger the feeling
Or I just water
These flowers in my own garden

With your words
With your smile
With the time
We spend

Together

Now, please unchain me
From thinking of you
It's 3 in the morning
My mind needs to rest too

After a long day

In the middle of the night
Looking back to old memory
Oh how sweet it used to be
Very much happy, very lovely time
Every now and then it knocks on my door
You, I thought, is the reason of it all
Oh how sweet it used to be
U**s, only, you and me

I don't know what went wrong
We were so strong
We laughed 'till we cried
It was pure happiness
But like shooting star across the sky
Happiness comes and goes