I'm going through hell,
So why don't I get any hotter?

You were the fire,
A beautiful, glowing light,
And I was the oxygen.

You said,
You could not function without me,
But all that meant was,
You were using me,
Consuming me,
To glow forever brighter.

The price of life is death.
The price of death is life.

You were the sun;
Bright, warm,
Destined to destroy the Earth.

I'm sorry;
I'm a vengeful creature,
Unable to let it go,
Unable to even forget.

You broke all of me,
More than just my heart;
You broke my soul and will, too.

I don't want to be like her,
I want to be better,
But I'll worry about that later,
Forgive me, please.

It's your turn now,
I know I'm breaking all of you, too,
But at least I'm telling you,
Which is more than what you can say you did.

"I don't know."

And I wonder,
Did you do it because,
You thought I was actually good?
Or just because you knew me?

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
She told me she loved me,
But I think she loves you

If we don't even know,
Who we are,
Are we anything at all?

She's so popular,
Knows everyone it seems,
She's so angelic,
The dream of all dreams.


How can someone like her sit alone?
When she's friends with all of the above?
How can someone like her have no one?
When it seems the whole world is in love?

She smiles at everyone,
Passing by,
She tells you she's lonely,
But it must be a lie.

i guess i just got used to having sugar
so much so that even just drinking water
tasted bitter