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Sep 2015 · 484
surface of the earth
blue milk Sep 2015
all i could muster to say
is *******
you took me
and held me
and left me
and kicked me onto the ground
to grow in the forever dusting
surface of the earth
from which i have now
come to love
this is where i have belonged
for much too long
now i see no difference
everyone passing by
crushes me
and god do i miss the way
you feel
and touch
and talk with your breath
but you've left me here
to dust on the surface
of the earth
not to be found
not to be touched
not to be loved
for not even the dust
will mutter my name
Sep 2015 · 361
filthy words
blue milk Sep 2015
i do not have a way with words,

everything that I say

means nothing.

I have nothing to whisper

about the trees

or the waves

or the way you talk

with your eyes

or the way i spend

nights on nights on nights

burning away my insides

becoming what I fear

I knew I'd be

but this is me,

and this is all I know how to be.
Sep 2015 · 725
the drugs
blue milk Sep 2015
when the drugs just won't let you rest

and your sleep is no longer a priority

your mind can't find any balance

your heart can't find any beat

and your lungs continue to cry

as long as your eyes are stained with salt

and your bones are as brittle as brittle could be

and your legs are almost out

your whole body is almost out

out of the life you had inside you

crawled right up through your mouth

to rot on the concrete

for others to laugh and see

just how broken your bones are

just how bad one can be
Sep 2015 · 339
stupid poems
blue milk Sep 2015
the poems that i write
aren't even enough
nothing is enough
to let this burning in my chest
free from all distress
blue milk Aug 2015
i dont want to write
any
poetry about
you
but i've found myself
sitting in front
of my
computer
unable
to think
of any other topic
so here i am
thinking about you
again
this is not how
i want it to
be
this is not how anyone
would want it to
be
leave me be
like usual, you see
for i am here
and you aren't
into me
Aug 2015 · 365
dear god part II
blue milk Aug 2015
oh but what am I saying
you never came around
but were you ever really
around?
or was it me
was it all me
just playing with my own hands
and reaching with my own heart
to find some kind of love
to find some kind of part
something to latch inside
inside my lonely heart
attaching to whatever
whatever it can find
to keep itself in tact
to keep myself aligned
Aug 2015 · 493
dear god
blue milk Aug 2015
dear god please
stop your ******* mess
stop ******* with my head
and hiding in my bed
and outstretching for my heart
and wrenching it apart
and playing with my hands
and laughing cause you can't
retain anything in
from hurting me within
and ******* with my mess
my mess of a heart
so ripped and torn apart
Aug 2015 · 337
natures birth
blue milk Aug 2015
i guess, yes, this is me

sitting out in the wind

underneath the trees

dead grass talking me ever so smoothly

laid me out ever so soothingly

when a deadly wisp appears suddenly

my eyes grow numb

and limbs become flooded

I slowly float back from the dead grass and lovely wind

the lovely known earth

carried me by the smoothed trees

at the natures hand of birth
Aug 2015 · 338
Untitled
blue milk Aug 2015
I'm being
crushed
by my mind
choking
on my spoiled breath
words filling up my throat
that can't escape
without overflowing
out of my mouth
Jul 2015 · 764
the tree
blue milk Jul 2015
the plant on my window seal
keeps wilting and wilting,
it's as wilted as wilted could be
oh loving plant
why must you worry
and grow your roots far from sea?
i see your misery
guilt and all
mocking me and pretending to fall
oh lovely plant
do not follow me
for i am walking alone
and you are just a simple tree
Jul 2015 · 364
[me]
blue milk Jul 2015
why is everybody asking so much of me?
i know nothing
i believe in nothing
what am i suppose to be?
the world isn't mine
nothing is mine
i cant even tell you if i am really me
so why are all these people
surrounding, suffocating me
asking me to be something,
when i don't even know me?
Jul 2015 · 274
maybe this is all love is
blue milk Jul 2015
maybe this is all love is
maybe it's as dull as dull can be
as dull as a butter knife
yet as free as the sea
but from inside the calm outskirts
only the waves so bold
can be holding onto love,
can be keeping love so cold
Jun 2015 · 385
reminders
blue milk Jun 2015
thinking of you reminds me of your skin which reminds me of how much I loved feeling it with mine which reminds me of how much I let you use me which reminds me of all the reasons why I don't think I like you which reminds me of all the reasons why I am sure I like you
blue milk Jun 2015
I miss the stickiness of your skin; the tiny mountains and hills lining and peaking up on every different realm of your flesh; the soft, homelike feel of your radiating warmth filling the room from ceiling to floor with calming and loving air; your breath replenishing my pores and lungs keeping me still and free



....funny that i no longer have you but honestly i dont know if i ever did
Apr 2015 · 304
untitled
blue milk Apr 2015

funny that i no longer have you but honestly i dont know if i ever did
blue milk Apr 2015
i dont know how to deal with my feelings but i know i dont want to be sad because its ******* lame and even more depressing i'd rather be angry but then i dont know what to do with my anger and there is no way i am turning back into the dark so here i am writing with fury about how ******* people are yes i am fragile and yes i am aware that you are aware and yes i know you led me on and yes i am now aware you have someone else but really ******* i am not a small fragile flower i am a huge ******* animal and i will destroy you but then again the little pet will come out of me and eventually i will love you all over again and feel bad again and again oh anything to keep me from feeling bad again or even feeling anything at all this isnt even a ******* poem
Mar 2015 · 304
Untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
why do i feel like i cant live without you

there is a pit in my body that you fill

if you leave it will all spill out

and i wont be anything at all
Mar 2015 · 330
Untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
you make all of my dreams come true
thoughts
Mar 2015 · 341
untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
I thought I felt the world but I feel nothing at all
blue milk Mar 2015
I am not yet aware of the days to become weeks,
nor do I ask for attachment of love, my dear
for the envy of time is far that of what i need
just a tad bit of life to store underneath
Mar 2015 · 437
like my goddamn poems
blue milk Mar 2015
why the **** dont u
like my ******* poems man
i am like a god
ill be here all night
Mar 2015 · 632
poetry fucking rocks
blue milk Mar 2015
with what seems steady to the wobbling world,

making love to every word i read,

oh engrave my soul with every turn, that is, to succeed

and be engrossed with the emotions of the earth
Mar 2015 · 558
distraction
blue milk Mar 2015
i am abstracted my dear;
waves no longer take their love overlooked

starved, lacking, consuming

your detriments shred upon the earth
lest remain I be unhooked

starve me, deplete me, consume all in sight
rewarded comes great pleasure
here I am hidden all night
Mar 2015 · 6.8k
leave
blue milk Mar 2015
why why why must you love believe
that this detrimental being deserves any sort of reprieve

please please please there's no need for explanation
just leave thee here to lie in this ***** contemplation
Mar 2015 · 393
Untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
lest the stars above should know
should the sky gently chuckle
will selene lean intently,
with the crack of my knuckles
and the screams of my spine
as i guide a lonely tale
a sly reveal of every crevice
for which even i cannot nail
and should the clouds above shutter
at the sound of my cry's?
for all i can be aware of
minds fabrication releases lies
Mar 2015 · 382
a song
blue milk Mar 2015
god i cant think of anything
i, lonely and vulnerable could do
without the quiet accompaniment
of a song i like to call, you

for i, little lonely and vulnerable me
used to play with the birds
and chirp to the trees
until a cloud came to past
and don't rush me please believe,
the sun was still around
but days became overcast

for even i, little lonely and vulnerable me
could notice a slight difference
and the dust could agree
that the now wilted grass
and old lumping trunks
would soon swift away
and fade into the ducts

oh but yes i, little lonely and vulnerable me
believed that the sun
kept engraved but a tiny plea
a song full of life
that fought with what was left
to the break in the clouds
held a verse to a knife like a theft

for yes i, little lonely and vulnerable me
that used to play with the birds
and dance in the trees
soon saw the crack
which was there all along i plead
released into the shadows
was the breath from which i lacked, from which i need
Mar 2015 · 312
untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
going back will come the sun
tugging green and springing forth
continuing on while the night will chirp
leaking blood and cleansing worth
Mar 2015 · 265
silly love
blue milk Mar 2015
the curving of his lips
send shivers to her fingertips
but don't waken your little mind my dear
all of it all of it all of it
is all just silly love

the words he lightly traces
upon her skin are poems crammed in empty spaces
oh don't move your mind a bit my dear
all of it all of it all of it
is all just silly love
;

oh yes it's true the sun cannot be up for long
for even beauty needs time to replenish
so silly girl don't allow this love to poison your skin and lungs
all of it all of it all of it
little girl will rip you tongue to tongue
kinda rough i just felt like sharing something
Mar 2015 · 924
lips
blue milk Mar 2015
every single inch of my body tenses every time you open your mouth everything that escapes your lips is a song;
the soulless chitters of the crows,
the shifting silent of the waves,
the mumbling wind against the budding spring,

all the air that drips from your brain to your lips
is artwork in itself
Mar 2015 · 346
lump in my throat
blue milk Mar 2015
this feeling in my throat starts to fill every gap and inch and crevice in my body and that lump that sat safely in my lungs has multiplied my body is overwhelmed with this crushing weight this weight you brought over me it takes over my soul and limbs it makes sure i feel every last bit of pain you dispensed inside out of me from the moment i escaped the haunting walls of my mothers womb to the moment i uttered these last words to you all of it flows back through my ears into my brain from cell to cell you brought it back with just one wave of your unforgettable palm i thought that same fist was making me stronger but all you did was hollow me out and crack my bones until you were all i was then you ******* left took yourself and me right out the door what the hell am i suppose to do now?
Mar 2015 · 401
untitled
blue milk Mar 2015
sometimes i feel like there is a huge bubble welling up inside of me radiating off every bit of sadness available making sure i feel every ounce of it engulfing every inch of my body and bones and blood flowing up my veins shooting through my bloodstream until i am so full i cannot physically handle what i am until i feel nothing at all and my whole body and mind are numb and i feel as if i am no longer a part of this world

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