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Sep 2017 · 865
Sources
Barker Sep 2017
That pain that you feel
Will be a source of
Power
That heartache that you have
Will be a source of
Strength
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 926
Here Hear
Barker Sep 2017
And here I am
Screaming at the
Top of my lungs
Praying that someone
Will hear me
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 139
Listen II
Barker Sep 2017
People just want someone to listen to what they have to say
They just want someone to lend an ear for five minutes
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 143
Listen I
Barker Sep 2017
People don't listen anymore
No matter how hard you try
They just don't listen
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 652
Covers II
Barker Sep 2017
People are so naive
They will take
One quick glance at you
And base their feelings
Off of your cover
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 142
Covers I
Barker Sep 2017
Covers are used by people to show the world what the world wants to see and to keep the truth inside
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 137
Hollow
Barker Sep 2017
I have this hollowness
In my chest
No one notices it
Because I am always pretending
To be happy
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 128
Outsiders
Barker Sep 2017
Outsiders are the ones with the most brilliance
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 2.5k
Beauty
Barker Sep 2017
You don't have to lower yourself
To fit into the worlds specifications
Don't change
Show people your
definition of beauty
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 130
Time II
Barker Sep 2017
We always think we have more time
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 163
Think
Barker Sep 2017
You think you treat people equally
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 6.8k
People Treat People
Barker Sep 2017
My gender
My ****** orientation
My disability
My problems
My colour of skin
My size
My voice
My place of origin
My clothes
My religion
My past
My mistakes
My label
Shouldn't be the determination of how you treat me
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 212
Boxes and Labels
Barker Sep 2017
I don't belong in a box
I don't need a label to define
Who I am
(c)Ibarker
Sep 2017 · 117
Notice
Barker Sep 2017
One by one they disappear
No one seems to notice
If they were to reappear
Would you
Notice?
(c)Ibarker
Aug 2017 · 804
Home
Barker Aug 2017
When you're not around is when I feel homesick, because my house was no longer my home - you were.
(c)Ibarker
Jul 2017 · 189
Life
Barker Jul 2017
Life can get pretty crazy at times. It can be hectic, confusing, stressful, and that's on a good day. Life can be full of happiness and full of sadness. One moment you're on top of the world and nothing can go wrong. The next, it feels as if nothing will ever be right again. I guess it depends where you are right now on your ride through life whether you smile when you read this or fight back tears.
I do not own this
Jun 2017 · 479
I'm Yours
Barker Jun 2017
Some nerve you have,
To break up my lonely,
And tell me you want me.
How dare you march into my heart,
Oh how rude of you,
To ruin my miserable,
And tell me I'm beautiful,
Because I wasn't looking for love,

Nobody asked you to get me attached to you.
In fact you tricked me,
And I wasn't trying to fall in love,
But girl you pushed me.
So all that I'm asking,
Is that you handle me with caution,
Because I don't give myself often,
But I guess I'll try today,

Because I've had my heart,
Broken before,
And I promised that I would never let me hurt anymore.
But I tore down my walls,
And made room for one,
So baby I'm yours.

I wasn't trying to melt this heart of iron,
But the way you hold me,
Makes the old me pass away.
I would be lying,
If I said I wasn't scared to fall again,
But if you promise me you'll catch me,
Then it's okay

Because I've had my heart,
Broken before,
And I promised that I would never let me hurt anymore.
But I tore down my walls,
And made room for one,
So baby I'm yours.

I'm mad at you
I do not own this. All rights belong to Alessia Cara
Jun 2017 · 325
Together
Barker Jun 2017
You're too emotionless.
I'm emotional.
Together, we're human.
@Crestfall
Jun 2017 · 246
Broken Too
Barker Jun 2017
I spent most my life trying to fix you.
It wasn't until recently that I realized I was broken too.
Jun 2017 · 237
Broken Hearts
Barker Jun 2017
Broken hearts do the most writing.
Jun 2017 · 235
Understand Goodbyes
Barker Jun 2017
And after all this time-
I finally understood
Why you never said goodbye.
Jun 2017 · 208
Missed Nights
Barker Jun 2017
I miss the nights
Where I would look up at the stars
And everything seemed possible
& life seemed infinite.
(c)Ibarker
Jun 2017 · 1.5k
Piece of My Heart
Barker Jun 2017
A piece of my heart is gone.
You carry it around with you
And only when you are with me
Do I feel whole again.
Dedicated to my dear friend @Crestfall Thank you for always being there for me. Common Sense and Less-Than-Sense shall rule.
Jun 2017 · 217
Here With Me
Barker Jun 2017
I bury my face into the pillow on her side of the bed- and just for a moment it was as if she was still here with me.
Jun 2017 · 190
Smile
Barker Jun 2017
I write- while she reads and despite the fact we are each doing our own thing, we occasionally glance up at one another and just smile.
Jun 2017 · 222
A Lover of Words
Barker Jun 2017
As a lover of words.
I've never resented them more,
Because there is no word,
In the realm of language,
That adequately describes,
My love for you.
Jun 2017 · 187
When I Was There
Barker Jun 2017
When you were in need,
And worried,
I was there,

When you were lost,
And you were thrown into the frost,
I was there,

When you needed me the most,
I was there,
But you were not,
(c)Ibarker
Jun 2017 · 192
When You Were Here
Barker Jun 2017
When I thought I was alone,
And I was not known,
You were here,

When I was in war with my mind,
And I was fighting blind,
You were here,

When I needed you the most though,
For some reason,
You did not show,

I wonder some days,
If I had pushed you away,
Or if I had scared you not to stay,

It is unclear,
And I fear,
Why you were not here,
(c)Ibarker
May 2016 · 185
Goodbyes
Barker May 2016
As we part -
And say our goodbyes,
I try to memorize every detail of your face.
There are some moments in life
That are unforgettable,
And this - my darling
Is one of them
May 2016 · 416
Judging
Barker May 2016
You want to know my opinion on judging?
Are you sure?
You asked
So don't stop me.
Judging is dumb.
Everyone knows it.
It tears everyone down.
What right does anyone have to judge?
No one has the right to.
We've all messed up at one point.
Lied,
Cheated,
Said something we wish we could take back.
Admit it.
You've done it too.
What if I read you a story,
Starting: “Once Upon A Time”.
And you realized that it was your life,
Spelled out on every line,
Would you hear my voice with wonder,
As it brushed across each word,
And pray my arms had the strength to hold,
The truth about your world,
Would your view on life be different,
And would it shock you the most to find,
That the things you thought defined you,
Could be summed up in just two lines,
And all the ones you took for granted,
The ins and outs of every day,
Play a bigger part in who you are,
Than you'd ever dared to say,
Would you wonder at the pages left,
And all the pages that they'll lead,
Then vow to make each moment,
One that you'd be proud to read,
Because there is a story of your life,
But it's you that holds the pen,
And I hope you fill the pages right,
Before you reach the end.
May 2016 · 313
I'm Not Fine
Barker May 2016
I thought I could be productive,
And mask my emotions with a smile on my face.
The truth is that I collapsed inside
And my accordion lungs gasped for air,
While I drowned in my own tears.
May 2016 · 298
Haunted
Barker May 2016
I am haunted by the memories of what could have been the words I wish I said.
May 2016 · 235
Love
Barker May 2016
May our love be modern enough to survive the times,
but old fashioned enough to last forever.
May 2016 · 255
Glimmers
Barker May 2016
Sometimes I just look at you and smile,
Because I see glimmers of the future in your eyes...
And my god I've never looked happier.
May 2016 · 522
Problems
Barker May 2016
Everybody has problems.
Some people just hide their crap better than others,
But people aren't going to look at you and run away.
They're going to look at you and think that you're brave and that you're strong.
And you are,
You are brave and strong.
Little by little,
Time brings several things into view.
One day this will all make sense.
You just have to STAY STRONG.
May 2016 · 770
Distant places
Barker May 2016
Dreams become long whispers
And lovers become distant places,
Lost places,
Forgotten places,
And one's never to be called home again.
May 2016 · 217
Time
Barker May 2016
Time changes everything - it creates ruin out of beauty over and over until the two become so intertwined one cannot tell them a part.
May 2016 · 316
Can't You See?
Barker May 2016
Can't you see
From where you
Sit
That I have scars
To kiss?
Can't you hear
From where you
Rest
That I just may be
Crazy?
Can't you feel
From where you
Sleep,
That it's always
You
That I
Miss?
May 2016 · 2.3k
Bookmarks
Barker May 2016
Her heart was full of bookmarks
From those who had once loved her pages,
But not enough to finish what they had started.
May 2016 · 274
For You
Barker May 2016
I wish I could show you,
When you are lonely or in the darkness,
The astonishing light of your own being.

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