Yes,
I said yes.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
And yes,
I am a contradiction to myself. I mean it.
I mean I just want to be great. Fathom why I'm not great.
I want to explore & have an impact on someone's life.
I want someone to tell me that they want to be just like me as much as I would like to be just like you.
I want to touch someone's heart like you have touched mines.
I want you to understand why I'm so emotional at times.
I want you to realize that my love for you is like no other .
I want you to look at me and be amazed .
I want you to look at me & know why you love me.
I'm just a hopeless romantic.

I'm sitting in a corner rocking back and forth
You were all I wanted; now I want to leave this Earth

Even if I stayed it wouldn't make much of a difference
Everytime I try to change there is no significance

Tell me, why does the clock keep ticking when my heart is breaking?
You've become so cold is that why I'm now shaking?

Now I'm floating in the middle of space drowning in hate's embrace
This world that I'm in *****! I just can't stop messing up! ******.

If I leave now, would you even notice?
Would you look back just to check if I’m there?
Or would you follow me and grab my hand
And say you were sorry for the things you said

When my heart broke, did you even see?
Or did you look through me just wanting to be free
Like a shout into the void, you said you didn’t love me anymore
Instead I held hope we’d have a chance for an encore

When you looked into my eyes, did you notice I was gone?
Would you hug me like you did when I felt alone?
Whispering words that would soothe my mind and soul
Or would you continue walking as you left me alone to fall

When you left, did you ever miss me?
And remember the memories of how we used to be
Or did you force to forget the plans and the promise
The day you said good bye as you left with our last kiss

You handed me hope like it was a gift from god.
But you tore it straight from my fingertips the second I needed it.