Alex B: Favorites

Dec 2018 Alex B

you don’t deserve a poem but I wrote it anyway

Dec 2018 Alex B

queen of hearts

you don’t deserve a poem but I wrote it anyway

your love runs dry
it always rains
you’re the reason
for my worst days
the blues I choose
the shades of gray
you paint the sky
on my darkest days
I hate you most
but I hate the way
you’re still the sun
on my perfect days

#pain #love #heartbreak #lonely #sadness #depression

Dec 2018 Alex B

love and lust

Dec 2018 Alex B

skyler

love and lust

pull you close
grab my waist
rest my hands
on your face
kiss you slow
close embrace
lift me up
wearing lace
hands will drift
press and trace
melting with
the sweet taste
love on lips
time to waste
you and i
in this place

s.s

#love #lust #kiss #passion

Dec 2018 Alex B

No. 4

Dec 2018 Alex B

Lovely

No. 4

If you want my lips
Take them
If you want my hair
Cut it
If you want my heart
Steal it
I’d do anything
Give anything
To make you love me
The way I love you
And if you say you want me too
I’ll be the happiest girl of them all
But only if you mean what you say
And say what you mean
Will I not get upset
Over the simplest of things
Like locks of hair
And diamond rings
Like stolen hearts
And broken wings
You make me feel so much
It hurts
You say you love me
And leave me be
When in reality
All I want is you
To be with me too

Dec 2018 Alex B

Don't Tell me I'm pretty

Dec 2018 Alex B

Virtuous

Don't Tell me I'm pretty

Don't tell me I'm pretty
Tell me that I'm passionate
That I have drive
Tell me that I make you laugh
That I know how to make your day better
Don't tell me I seem nice
Tell me that I'm kind and compassionate
Tell me that I'm not afraid to dream and to dream big
Don't tell me I'm perfect
Tell me the you love me despite my flaws
That you want to spend the rest of your life with me
Don't tell me I'm beautiful
Tell me that you'll be faithful and forever true

Dec 2018 Alex B

Blind

Dec 2018 Alex B

JK Cabresos

Blind

Love is not blind,
but he who did not see your worth.

#blind #love #sad #unrequited

Nov 2018 Alex B

It’s freezing but you defrost me

Nov 2018 Alex B

Makenzie Marie

It’s freezing but you defrost me

Dancing under the stars
Barefoot in your haunted backyard
And all I can feel is the safety in your arms.

#open #love #dancing #stars #safe #recovery #trust

Nov 2018 Alex B

Depression

Nov 2018 Alex B

Hello Daisies

Depression

Sleeping all day
Never washing my clothes
Skin and hair a mess

I'm fine
I'm fine
Can't whine

Forgetting to eat
Getting sick from all foods
Never changing my clothes

Nothings wrong
Nothings wrong
I must still belong

Staring at walls
Headache won't go away
Putting everything off

It's okay
It's okay
There's other days

Crying while watching tv
Repeating my mistakes in my head
Can't sleep at 4am

Just another day
Just another day
Im used to this anyway

Im been feeling down but nkt really ive mainly felt nothing. The kind if depression that i didnt even realize was hitting me. Until i realized i hadn't been eating or showering or doing anything for myself. But even upon realizing it i cant fix it. Now i try to eat and im nauseas. I try to shower and i feel dirtier. Idk. Guess im fine.

#depression #sad #dissociating #life #depressed #crying #sleep #insomia

Nov 2018 Alex B

Do you?

Nov 2018 Alex B

Brandon

Do you?

Do you still think of me
At random during the day?
Wonder what I'm doing
Or where I am
Or what I'm thinking?
Do you still dream of me
Being with you
In some beautiful place?
Do you still miss my voice
Or wish for my touch?
Do you still
Or is it just me?

Aug 2018 Alex B

Silenced thunder

Aug 2018 Alex B

Paul-Dieter

Silenced thunder

I try to forget your name,
But I keep seeing it in lightning
And I hear it in the rain.
I tried to scream
like thunder,
crying for you to stay,
But the words
fall out my mouth
like leaves,
And the wind
only blows them away.

#thunder #love #silence