color has drained
from my view,
my mouth has
grown heavy.

heavy with the words
i long to speak,
the ever growing list
of things i wish to say.

i wish i could say i’m happy,
i wish i could say i’m fine.
i wish i could say i feel,
but i can’t.

my words cannot find my voice
all that comes out is a whine,
stuttering words and
choked back tears leak.

the longing for feeling to reappear,
expressed only by blood and tears.
staining my soul,
with the remnants of my mortality.

This is hellopoetry
I do not dwell on
Hurtful comments
Or negativity
The insanity of the way
Humans marginalize
And hate others
Without reasons
Without merits
Is like knives in my heart
All I see is beauty everywhere
Every human on earth
Is a universe in their own right
A manifestation of uniqueness
That can never again replicated
I’m here to write and share my thoughts
With those who cares for it
Give the world a snapshot
Of my soul and it’s principles
My dream my pain
my emotion my humanity
If negativity is where you dwell
I implore you stay out of my inbox
Highly recommend you read
Motivating things
Or maybe listens to songs
That would cheer you up
I learned most storms
Don’t come to disrupt
Your life rather
to clear your path
The challenges equip you
With the necessary weapons
And tools you need to
Spiritually advance
Therefore I’m stepping
Into your hatred challenge
With confidence and much
More wisdom than I had.
Don’t let hatred dwell
In your mind and heart
For I have nothing but
Love for you my brother
If you had my life
You would understand!