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4.8k · Mar 2015
pain
XxamnesiaXx Mar 2015
i'm tired of lies i'm tired of pain,
i wish i could just go away,
the one person i love,
wants me to go away,
the pain is much to strong,
from the heart
1.8k · Apr 2015
leave your lover
XxamnesiaXx Apr 2015
i don't have much to give, but i don't care for gold
what use is money, when you need someone to hold?
don't have direction, just rolling down this road
waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold....

you'll never know the rainy nights, the rhyming of the rain,
or how it feels to fall behind and watch him call his name

pack up and leave everything, don't you see what i can bring
cant keep this heart beating hard at bay
set my mid night sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave you lover, leave him for me.

we sit in bar and raise our drinks to growing old
oh, i'm in love with you and you will never know,
but if i can't have you i want this world alone
spare you the rising storms and the rivers flow
you never know the endless nights, the rhyming of the rain
or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name

pack up and eave everything, don't you see what i can bring
can't keep this beating heart at bay,
set my midnight sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave your lover, leave him for me.
leave you lover,  leave him for me.
i just love sam smith he is my best friend...he just doesn't know about yet
and i love this song
1.0k · Mar 2015
life support
XxamnesiaXx Mar 2015
I've been sleeping with the lights on,
cause the darkness is surrounding you,
this is my world this is my choice and your the drug that gets me through I've been waiting for it outside cause i built this bed for two i'm just hanging on your right side i built this bed for me and you can't you see that i am yours so will you be my life support....your my life support..your my life support. sick of waking up in darkness when the sky is always painted blue there's a method to my madness  its clear that you don't have a clue...
how i feel about right now..:(
922 · May 2015
see you again( for Paul)
XxamnesiaXx May 2015
its been a long day without you, my friend
and i tell you all about it when i see you again we've came a long way from where we began oh,i'll tell you all about it when i see you again..
dang, who knew? all the planes we flew good things we've been through that i'll be standing right here talking to you 'bout another path i know we loved to hit the road and laugh but something told me that it wouldn't last had to switch up look at things different, see the bigger picture those were the day hard work forever pays now i see you in a better place(see you in a better place)
how can we not talk about family when family all we got?everything i went through you were standing by my side and now you gon' be with me for the last ride
it's been a long day with out you my friend and i'll tell you all about when i see you again we've come a long way from where we began oh, i'll tell you all about when i see you again
first we both out our way and the vibe is feeling strong, and whats small turns in a friendship and a friendship turn to bond and that bond would never get broken the love will never get lost and when brotherhood come first then that line will never be crossed established it on our own when that line had to be drawn and that line is what we reach so remember me when i'm gone
im still depressed from what happened to paul i love you!!!
780 · May 2015
rolling stone (the weekend)
XxamnesiaXx May 2015
cause getting faded to long got me rolloing stone so i take another hit **** another serotonin i got a hand full of beans and a chest full of ****
got me singing bout a bi while i"m blowing out steam yea i know i got m issues why you think i ****** flow? but ima keep on smoking till i cant hit another
i love this part of the song
756 · Mar 2015
Untitled
XxamnesiaXx Mar 2015
the morning sets,
it nearly dawn,
the birds are chirping,
i awake with a yawn,
i see the bae
with a smile on his face
i close my eyes and say
"I wanna make-out with your face"
i go in hard, with him taking off my cloths
then he goes down town i yell and moan
we change positions like every ten minutes
I'm never now riding on his big ****
were still going its 9 am
i've came 20 times
but he's still going
we went on for two more hours
i'm so worn out and tired
i kissed him and went back to sleep
and he said "**** that was sweet"
this is just something i thought about over the weekend..
680 · Apr 2015
not in that way
XxamnesiaXx Apr 2015
and i had to say i love you when so.. hard for me
and i have to say i want you when you make it so clear you don't want me
i never ask you cause deep down i'm certain i know what you say...
you'd say i'm sorry believe i love you but not in that way and i had to say i need you i'm so reliant i'm so dependent i'm such a fool when your not there i find myself singing the blues cant bare cant face the truth you will never know that feeling you will never see through these eyes i never ask you cause deep down i'm certain i know what you say you'd say i'm sorry believe me but not in that way you'd i'm sorry believe you but not in that way '
its a song that i love to death
610 · Mar 2015
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XxamnesiaXx Mar 2015
our fights are stupid,
i realize now,
life gets on everyone's nerves
especially the ones you touch,
and i'm sorry
you ever hurt me(and that i ever hurt you)
so forgive my foolishness
and go burn.
this is for my boyfriend and our foolishness
539 · May 2015
I've lost someone
XxamnesiaXx May 2015
I've lost someone that I've new for a long time
and now i really want to die it hurts so much i can't take it anymore
i really want to sprawl out on the floor.
i know she's with god now but why'd you have to take her from me
she's only 21 and i'm 16 but we really had dreams me going to college while she has her office in her big city me being a Docter she having a family i just don't understand she was so young and beautiful i just can't take it anymore it's making me burst inside..but bye now i'm gonna go die
this is really to much for me she was only 21 and she died in a car accident last night  swear i'm gonna do it i'm not complete with out her i really need someone to talk to kik me: jojocrazylikeme or just pm me on here
XxamnesiaXx Mar 2015
its just another nigh and i'm staring at the moon..
see the stars and i thought of you
is is bad that i want to go away

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