I know I have the capabilities to succeed...
But it's so hard when depression clings onto you,
Plants its seed into your brain,
And grows bigger and heavier each day,
All the while the roots dig deep into your cerebral cortex,
And feeds off of your saltwater tears and the dull light of your bedroom.
It grows,
and grows,
and grows,
Into a helpless plant that entraps you within.
Closing you away from light,
Eating into you like a fly in a fly trap.
It's the secluded feeling that makes you insane.
Waiting it out until it frees you from itself.
But it just keeps growing,
bigger
and stronger.
And it always seems like the only way you can stop it,
Is from killing it from where it started.
Depression has been affecting my every day life.