Yesterday I was de sun
All light and warmth
came from within.
Today I´m but a ghost
people walk through me
both of us barely conscious
of the touch.
How I´ve changed...

Don't be ashamed
to put yourself first
Rule #3 in my list of
elements for a happy life
That's what you did
I guess I should do the same.

I'm drowning in my own thoughts.
Every time I lay in bed
My thoughts are only of you
I want to be of something else
But, once I start to think of you, I can't stop
I think of how many times you've made me laugh
How many times you've made me cry
And I think of many times you're going to make me want to scream.
But the words I scream are "I hate you!"
When all I want to scream is "I love you."

I will **** you with a metaphor
My feelings censored
Behind beautiful words.

I dare not say it to your face
The euphemism
When I am burning with anger.

Toying with the void
Here I concoct
The right expression;

My sweet weapon
Retort with an oxymoron.

Then nothing; no paradox or pun
I am even at a loss for a rhyme.

For when our eyes meet
It is poetry I read,
Without a word
We say it all.

When someone says you look good
Their are lying
When they like your new hair color
Their lying
When they ask you out they are just using you
When they are done being friends with you they leave
And after that you sit in your bathroom makeup spread all around you from your makeup session with your "friends" you sit in the midst of it eyeliner
Dripping down your face ******* splotches of dark mascara dripping down trailing black lines down your face in noticeable lines
Lipstick smeared and eyeshadow I smeared you still think they are your friends tho sitting in the midst of this a designer pair of heels broke in half one of your
Favorite dresses with holes in it and nail polish on it
You gather it up wipe it off and square your shoulders And walk off to study
11pm they text you hey wanna do the makeup again you say sure the next time more stuff in ruins perfume bottles spilled everywhere
I try to read the fine print that  comes with these friends but it's blurred because of the pain and tears that block me
I'm
Strong
And
I
Have been made to be Fragile
And
I
Have
Been
Shattered