Danial John

Danial John Mar 2018

The end

The world is about to end.
The world is about the end.
Feel it?
... I can...

It’s the end of days. Maybe the world has been ending since it began.

#end #of #the #world #apocalypse #death #sorrow #fear #war #famine

Danial John Mar 2018

Games

So what if I love you?
Do you care?
I don’t.
If you don’t try, I won’t.

I’ve tried to the best of my abilities.
To me this is a mystery.
Why do you hurt so much?
I’m in constant misery.

It’s not your fault.
Please just tell me why.
Poking and prodding,
Until they die.

...

#circles #spirals #poke #jab #hurt #all #pain #happy #sad #life

Danial John Mar 2018

No tears

Salt and water.
Tears.
I don’t get it.
There’s something in life I’m messing.

Help me.
Save me.
I wanna do it.
Can you blame me?

Haven’t in years.
Can’t shed one.
Even if I tried, and I have.
No tears.

I can’t cry. Guess that makes me some badass or something... right?

#no #tears #much #pain #dry #death #why

Danial John Mar 2018

This is me

I woke up today.
I’m not exactly happy about that.
Body covered in cuts
Mind filled with rage.

I’m not mad at anyone but myself

#hangovers #self #harm #cuts #death #rage #hatred #waiting

Danial John Mar 2018

**** I’m dumb

Here I lay
Thoughts lost in chronic haze
Here I sit
Drowning in my drink

If you won’t **** me, I will
Apparently unstable
Here, take another pill
I keep walking until I’m unable

This is my life now

#drugs #alcohol #unstable #unhappy #not #cared #for #death