I love the way the leaves change in the fall, and.. When they blossom , All around New Things to come. new Things to discover. life is like an Open canvas. Rolling around in the spring air. Unable to be stopped. Never sad. yeah that's the kind of life i wanna live.
Just imagine giving someone everything. Every little thing. All your happiness , fears, sadness , tears. Watch it get smashed to the ground . Just as it meant nothing. Just loving them as you watch them love someone else. Just like you we’re not good enough. That's how i feel when i love someone when they don't love me back. Not good enough. Not worthy.
Everyone's life is valuable. but when someone has "depression" They don't know what it is they don't have it bad. They're just sad , huh? but , what if you're wrong? you don't know your words could end it all.
Meaning. where's the meaning? In the songs, In the books, & in life. Where's the point? What's the point? To live? Or shall die? Where's the meaning, to this insanity.
storms, rain, clouds, thunder, & etc they are all beautiful. in nature of course, but oh hell, when "nature" becomes your mind. those storms and rain aren't so beautiful.
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i linger in the bitter cold. my eyes lost in the ocean of stars. my mind pondering the last words we spoke. "im sorry" i whisper as i become the bitter cold and the gorgeous stars. i could not leave them. so i became them.
i do not have the confidence. i do not have the popularity. i do not have the gorgeous face. i have sad thoughts. suicidal thoughts. mental breakdowns at 2 AM. the struggle to sleep. but , what i have that nobody can compare to , is my love. i will love you like i've never loved before. you will not find a love like mine. but you can always find a pretty face like hers .
i was the fuse. you were the flame. when those get close the flame lights the fuse. then the flame stays then it's goes. and that's what you did you had your fun you left. i liked you flame . the warmth . the light . the happiness it brought. sadness when you left i did not like. although , i am used. i still continue to love . i continue to care . although you killed my fuse i still love you . i was the fuse and you were the flame...
when you are gone away from my body . i crave you . nothing ****** but the heat of you to warm me the sound of you voice to calm me your finger laced between mine your chest against my head to where i can hear that heart beat and without you i'm alone i'm sad i don't wanna be here without you because i love you because you were my everything . and now it's just your absence it's here i don't like it i'm a goner . goodbye .
scared that is what i am. you threaten all day and all night you make me fear love you make me fear people just like you then you lie to me through your teeth claiming that you love me and that you care but you say the words i wanna hear to make me forget to make me believe you wont do the awful things you say you want me to keep you close so you can hurt me the most but why do i stay why do i chose to get hurt because you were suppose to love me most a father is supposed to care about his little girl not scare her into suicide so this will be the last last time we speak last time you say those things
toxic. your love, was the drug that I loved great at first. but killing . but why did I come back becuase you said you loved me and I belived you I was blinded lost.
I am the unknown the unknown soul. I have unknown friends an unknown lover. you do not know me because i am the unknown but you don't care to know the unknown. although I am unknown I know exactly who you are you are the person who makes me the unknown .