Just another night
I try to fight
But i cry and ball
Until a deep sleep in which I fall

Just another birthday passes-
One thats not celebrated

With all the champagne glasses
And her hair is nicely braided

She doesnt go out
Because of the pain

And she will not pout
Because what will she gain

Shes sits at home all alone
From the bottle she will drink

Like a dog fetching its bone
They both dont stop to think.

A constant fight with my heart and soul
Not knowing where to go,
Just letting the ocean's currents pull
Drowning in all my emotions and faults
The sharks are swarming
And I can taste the ocean's salts
Not able to come up for air
The water is filling lunges
And this story I cannot bare.

She's in love with a man,
Whose nothing but a myth.
A mystery unsolved,
But she won't stop at this.
The ending is a must,
One that has to be found.
Clinging to an theory,
As thoughts circle around.
She still can't read his mind,
As he send her mixed signs.
Not knowing what he wants,
She reads between the lines.

people everywhere are liars
never wanting to say whats real
they pull apart the truth with pliers
they say what they say to appeal

they will go for miles and miles
out of there way to keep them going
even fake their smiles
to keep everyone from knowing

lying to win a non existing race
thinking that you have to be the best
not even realizing their going at a fast pace
and that they never once stopped to rest

I'm a sad person
With a messed up mind
I am in a happy place
But I'm so far behind
Away from society
And what they say is 'right'
I do my best to stay away,
on my own path- the future is bright

1:27 in the morning
Trying to sleep but I'm scared out of my mind
The creatures around me won't stop morning
My bedside is where they've been assigned
Teasing me and tricking me
In their sick twisted game
Everything's okay, they guarantee
Except when I go crazy, I get the blame

I get the chills as your hand touches my waist,
Looking at your lips, I just want a taste

Three words have never meant so much-
I want you
Three words have never been so powerful-
I love you
Three words have never hurt so bad-
I loved you
Three words have never ruined so much-
I hate you