Is it weird I thought the world was mines?
I said I was karma I controlled what happened to people who did my wrong and I made sure of that
The people I loved so dearly betrayed me so I gave them what they gave me, but instead of just a scar from the stab they gave me I gave them a jagger and twisted it inside them, I didn’t just give them a scar but I scarred their mind enternally I made their situation worst
But you know what’s wrong?
I’m not a god so do I regret what I’ve done
Yes at times but a lesson learned is better than doing it again
Vengeance WAS mines

The layer that closed again
I was open then I fell into a trap
I was trapped by someone
I thought loyalty was all he knew but loyalty wasn’t nothing he knew
So I was exposed and my shell shattered so as I struggle to put the shell together
He’s lost without me because I was his angel I gave him the soul he had
But he left

I wasn't taught about the after cry after a break up
I wasn't taught the morning after a break up the sun wouldn't shine anymore
I wasn't taught that music wouldn't sound the same anymore
I wasn't taught that I would shed so many tears that salt water became my ocean
I wasn't taught that feeling of being lost and not being able to find yourself
I wasn't taught about the after cry

I sank.
Thinking it was safe to swim.
I drowned in every piece of you.

The hardest thing is staying together
Because life will start you off with a rose but as soon as you turn around then you are holding thorns and then you're ready to let go and move on to find another rose
How can you hold something when you forgot to hold it from before
Maybe you became so foreign to the action of holding something that you wanted to let it go. The fight is up to you, they say. The will to keep fighting the urge to let go is the true fight. The true fight is overcoming from your temporary pain and lasting to get to see your forever with the rose you spoke your forevers too.