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Donna Bella Mar 2017
I fell like the rain on a stormy day
I dried back up when the sun shined again
Just to have a beautiful magnolia bloom once again
Donna Bella Feb 2017
Can I ask you something?
Can I ask you about myself?
Can you tell me what you see when you look at me?
Can you see someone beautiful or ugly?
Can you look in between my skin and see the scars underneath?
Can you feel the pain I've felt?
Can you tell me I'm beautiful?
Can I tell you I'm afraid?
Can I?
Donna Bella Jan 2017
I apologize and send my condolences to you because sometimes you get lost in me and sometimes I push you away

Sometimes there is a lack thereof I give off, sometimes I don't show the god in me but I let the demons tremble out and take control of my feelings and emotions

I'm sorry I'm dimmed my light on you, I'm sorry I forgot to rise like the moon and the sun

**My apologies for the misunderstanding feelings I give off
Donna Bella Jan 2017
The Struggle*
The struggle to be here 100% for him
The struggle to love him like he deserves
The struggle for me to stay with him after I promised with my tongue
The struggle to let my heart continually love him
The struggle to not blame him for what I'm feeling
The struggle to understand him
The struggle to understand us
The struggle to understand the loneliness
The struggle I feel
Donna Bella Dec 2016
Beat Hit Me Like A Punch In My Face
Beat Broke Like My Heart in 00'
Words Lingered On Around My Heart Like A Leech ******* My Blood

Made Me Feel Like I was Real
Made Me Feel Like I was Powerful
Made Me Feel Like I was meant to be here

4 Your Eyez Only
J. Cole Just Dropped One Of The Top Albums Of All Time, Of Course I Had To Write About It.
Donna Bella Nov 2016
I inhaled cannabis for the first time
I felt a freedom I felt free from life
I felt that life was nice and I could live
When my high came down I felt my life wasn't real

To be in a different world, a peaceful world
Is a world I want to live in
I want to be free
I want to live
I want to be me
I want peace


Yours truly
Donna Bella Nov 2016
I broke off
I fell apart
I fixed myself

I laughed it off
I drove off
I left

I left the troubled world
I left the hard judgement
I left myself to find myself again

I discovered life
I discovered myself
But I'm not finished, I'm just on the first page trying to finish the book
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